Day 5

Down day. I didn't hear from him. Not a text or a call. He was a Christian, so I thought sending him a Scripture on healing would cheer him up. I guess not. Meanwhile, as if this isn't enough to get over, my body is still doing crazy things right now. It doesn't make sense to go to the doctor. I can't find out anything this early. Let's hope it's nothing bad. There has got to be a light at the end of the tunnel, right? I am way too young for this. I am so over living. Maybe I shouldn't say that. I will regret that. Okay, there are things to live for. I still have my beautiful family. I love to help in my community. I just set a goal for myself to lose a few pounds. Whew! I was about to go off the deep end there :) I have to continue finding beautiful things in life. Say it loud WM, "I want to live!"