Day 2
Today has been up and down. Sometimes I feel free, but sometimes I feel bad because I am quickly getting over the pain while my ex is probably drowning in tears. I really don't know if it were the right thing to tell him. Seeing the damage I've caused, I think that it is probably something I should have buried in the past because we would still be together.
I truly believed we were soul mates, but he said it was a strong sign from God, and that he could not ignore a sign that big. So that's that. I won't ever cheat on anyone again, but I will say if I have a secret that would cause hurt and pain for the rest of someone's life, then I'm locking my lips. I think he may be traumatize to know that someone he was preparing to propose to would do something like that, and he had no clue.
I released a lot of guilt but at what cost? I don't think it was worth it. He went from so happy and blissful to madly depressed in one day. Just don't tell. Better yet, just don't cheat.
I truly believed we were soul mates, but he said it was a strong sign from God, and that he could not ignore a sign that big. So that's that. I won't ever cheat on anyone again, but I will say if I have a secret that would cause hurt and pain for the rest of someone's life, then I'm locking my lips. I think he may be traumatize to know that someone he was preparing to propose to would do something like that, and he had no clue.
I released a lot of guilt but at what cost? I don't think it was worth it. He went from so happy and blissful to madly depressed in one day. Just don't tell. Better yet, just don't cheat.
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