Im tired. I want to go back to sleep....but I have a midterm recital today :< I dont feel like singing [sigh] :0 Life sucks. Plus my arm hurts.........sometimes I wonder if my stiffness and pain is really carpal tunnel....sometimes (like today), My arm and elbow hurts too (sometimes even my shoulder)..................And I left my braces....life so sucks right now!
But seriously, Im doing ok emotionally. I dont really care much about anything right now. I feel very "blah" and "whatever'......................but Id rather feel that than anger, fear, sadness, etc. If Im not happy, Id rather not feel anything (esp on performance days).
But seriously, Im doing ok emotionally. I dont really care much about anything right now. I feel very "blah" and "whatever'......................but Id rather feel that than anger, fear, sadness, etc. If Im not happy, Id rather not feel anything (esp on performance days).
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