101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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It's this guy that I really really like...before I gained weight...& even when I was younger (I was a fat kid up til high school), whenever I really liked a guy, he showed some type of interest in...
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Man....Im so mad at myself...its so frustrating....everytime I look in the mirror, I see all this weight I gained.......I look so fat and disgusting.....even if I do think Im bigger than what I am,...
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I am addicted...to what my life has become,I am addicted...to trials,downward spirls...what all my life used to be about,addicted to...I am...the struggle,the fight of my life,I am...addicted,to...
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The best thing for me right now, is to go back to SC State. I need my music as well as art, one with out the other just isn't good enough. I'm gonna get counseling this time, so I wont be alone. I...
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I saw the signs, but refused to listen.when my intuition spoke, I turned my head.For once in my life, a guy shows true interest in me,the first time a guy showed his true interest in me...I'm so...
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I feel like nomatter what ever happens to me in life, ever, I am still sooooo blessed! Im blessed just for the simple fact that I have an option to move on. There are so many people that are born...
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I had a dream that I went to the store with an old friend. I think it was Walmart, and like we used to do, we seperated, and he went to the other side of the store for something, while I was looking...
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THIS IS A POEM I FREE STYLED JUST NOW. IT'S SOMETHING I TEND TO THINK OF FROM TIME TO TIME... Sister Forgotten Sometimes I wonder why nobody stepped up,why did noboby ever interceded.They saw me...
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How am I supposed to cope, when all my tools were taken from me? How am I supposed to get better, when Im trapped in this stupid cage called life? Words cant really explain how I feel right now....
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Although sometimes I can't control my emotions, & when triggered, I still get depressed....atlease I don't get as low as I used to....as much as I used to...I guess Im getting better. :) Or at lease...
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I dont have a sanctuary no more...my safe place I would go to, the people I would turn to...it's all gone. I don't have anything, & nobody understands what Im feeling...I cant even try to express...
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I'm in a room full of people,They're all watching me,Waiting for me to screw up. Waiting to see if I fall.I can't breethe,they're all around me.Choking me with their stares.I'm suffocating,Dying,and...
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I might be getting back in college this upcomming semester. I know I have to do this. I gotta make my life better, but half of me wants to give up. Sometimes I dont feel ready...for anything...I want...
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