gimmestrength2008

Well i was up at 5 a.m. throwing up again. Had  verry bad night so i am still sick, so prob wont be on here till at leaste late tonight. Have to make spaggeti tonight and i don't even think i can...

Well, i rejoined the eating disorder group, was on there a long time ago, and i have to say, yes i do have an eating disorder, i think the Gastritis is a side effect of my very poor to no diet....

Why does he keep doing this to me? I think i am a good person, my b.f. was in a mood i guess last night, was very rude and pretty much hung up on me. It's not fair, he doesn't know how to fight fair,...

Let's see can't see this Ok this is a little better. Leg's don't hurt as much today as i thought they would. Guess the strectching really helped. Had so much fun yesterday at the zoo. Still thinkin...

Well, today was the Zoo day. My bro and i took a bus, yes i said it, havn't been on one in at least 20 yrs. They freak me out, stayed all day at the zoo, had a great time, i feel like i have...

Oh that wicthypoo, I do love it when i get up early enough for H.R. PUFFINSTUFF. It reminds me of young, innocent day's when i was young and didn't have so many cares and worries. We had some great...

Now you all know that i love my boy's/ men. My oldest i have been trying to get ahold of for a while now, think he know's i need money, but he makes GOOD money, and it is for his bro's teeth, so i...

Well, he is what he is. I get very frustrated w/ son. He got all these instruction's from dintist, and he is doing thing's i don't understand. Got him some ice cream, nothing hot for 24 hr's and he...

Just got back from the clinic with son about an hour ago, they finally started w/ the pulling, he got 4 pulled today and stitches, don't know why stitches? He can't talk or eat or anything....

Well, today they start to pull out surgicly youngest son's teeth, they are not puttting him out, i can't believe they are going to cut them teeth out w/ just novacaine. I am so nervous and i hurt...

Well, this is a different color. Woke up OK today, not so anxiaty riddin, still there, but have to try and be more positive again. Need to go out and take my aunt to the store and i of course don't...

Well thing's aren't as bad as i thought they would be, talked to my bro and he is going to help me out while i need it financially, went to b.f. but did not stay, he acted like nothing happened...

Well, guess i have insomnia now along with everything else. That's just great. Didn't want to be up at 6 a.m. but i am. Had a big to do w. my b.f. yesterday, don't know if we will get threw this one....

Am really trying to cheer myself up today, but i am very blue, depressed, thinkin bout my mama, missing her, depression has got a grip on me today, that's for sure, don't want to depress anyone...

"Motherless Children"Motherless children have a hard time when mother is dead, lord.Motherless children have a hard time when mother is dead, lord.They don't have anywhere to go;Wandering around from...