Didn't stay at b.f. place, but did go out w/ sis Sun Oct 11, 2015 almost miknight

Well thing's aren't as bad as i thought they would be, talked to my bro and he is going to help me out while i need it financially, went to b.f. but did not stay, he acted like nothing happened last night, and he really hurt my feeling's, i was still mad and sad and he was like nothing even happened. I don't forget, guess he was having a very bad day, but don't take it out on me. He can say thing's very seldom, he is a kind gentle man normally, but when he does he say's thing's that can cut like a knife, don't let him say whatever he want's anymore, but he doesn't fight fair and he get's me all confused. So we are good again. But i don't forget, forgive yes, forget, never. He is good to me all the time, that's why it freeked me out the thing's he was saying to me, he never does that, so he was mad about something else. He appoligised to me and we can make up, like that part, of course. OK doing better than yesterday and earlier. IT'S GOING TO BE A GOOD WEEK, JUST KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT. 
                More later maybe, so tired and hungry
                Hug's