Well, up again way too early Thurs Oct 15, 2015 6.45 a.m.

Well, he is what he is. I get very frustrated w/ son. He got all these instruction's from dintist, and he is doing thing's i don't understand. Got him some ice cream, nothing hot for 24 hr's and he has ate none of it, and it was expensive. He is taking high dose pain med and he really needs to eat, has thrown up a few times allready. EVERYTHING IS A FIGHT WITH HIM....I know he is in pain and all that, but he does need to jam on the pain med's. I won't have him in pain, i don't get it? He is going to have to eat something. I know the feeling, but he doesn't hear thing's right and i wasn't in there to hear what they told him. Going to have to call them today to make sure he is doing what he is supposed to do. Ganna have to fight prob w/ the clinic, they told me they would ALL have to come out, now they said they had no word of any more being taken out? That was just a appt desk person, but it really upset me, THEY ALL HAVE TO COME OUT, that is what a dentist told us, I HEARD IT. So have to make sure they take them. While pulling the 4, they chiped or it just chiped on it's own, so theres another tooth allmost gone. I will have to talk for him today. He want's to be a man, untill it comes to thing's like this. Ive been through all this, but MOM doesnt' know anything. I am so venting cause i know he is in pain, he is taking his pain med, but he has a high tollorance for pain also. NOT GOOD I THINK. Oldest son hasn't called me yet, have to hit him up for some money, think he know's it, but it is hurting my feeling's and pissing me off at the same time. I love my boy's but they are both a handfull in different way's, he never calls me and lives 8 hrs one way away. ALSO last one, He put this up on Facebook, stupid Facebook, and none of the family even LIKED it, and he has had this trouble for years, as long as we can see what they are eating for dinner, that's all that really matters, and this is our loving family supposedly. Still just venting so i don't scream at son as i know what he is going threw, and is still raw and i know scared. Ganna give him a day and then he need's to change his tune to me. 
OK now for me. 
Didn't sleep, well i slept, cause i had a weird dream, i allway's seem to get up at 6.30 a.m. no matter what time i go to sleep, and i take sleeping pills even. ERR!! Would love to sleep a long time sometime at night. I am so glad i can come here and vent. Stomach feel's OK so far today. So tired. Oh well, guess that's all i got for now. 
                       Hug's
p.s. Thanks for caring and being so sweet, more than most of my own family. xo