tRYING TO CHEER MYSELF UP SAME DAY 10/8/15
Am really trying to cheer myself up today, but i am very blue, depressed, thinkin bout my mama, missing her, depression has got a grip on me today, that's for sure, don't want to depress anyone else so i am not on here for very long, just can't concentrate, This usually happen's when i start getting very anxious, like i am now. Still very bloated and uncomfortable, that doesn't help, feel like a zombie and not in the good way. OK think i will try to watch something uplifting, or something. I feel so defeated today. Just woke up like that.
Will try and get on later if i start feeling better, don't want to bring anyone down w/ me.
Hug's
Hug's
Will try and get back on later if i start feeling better.
Will try and get on later if i start feeling better, don't want to bring anyone down w/ me.
Hug's
Hug's
Will try and get back on later if i start feeling better.
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Gimme - it\'s Saturday and I hope you are having a better day. My friend lost her mom when she was 16 and now at 50 she still misses her a lot,
My mother and I never got a long and now that she has died, I do not miss her. I guess I grieve for the mother that I never had.
I am thankful that you have great memories of your mom.
Sending big hugs
I understand how you miss your mom. I miss my mom in a differnt way. Me and her used to be able to go to lunch, but my dad needs her so much. She is wore down, and she gets anxiety. But she dosnt call me anymore. She just takes a pill for everything. She is depressed because of my dad and all the pillshe takes so, she suffers along with him. I pray all the time for hher and I will pray for you. I understand.ox for you.
Thanks for the comment\'s. Gives me something to think about. I was also young when mine died or i should say was killed by a drunk driver with a death wish. I was only 22 and i was a horrible child, worse teen, allway\'s running away, and i had it good looking back. I wore her down, just like my kid\'s did w/ me. If my kids did half the thing\'s i did, i would be in an institution now. I do have a wonderful aunt who i am very close with, i\'m so blessed to have her. We were kicked out as soon as step bitch no.2 came into the pic, OK rambling again. Thanks allot. I\'m sorry that you guy\'s don\'t have mom\'s that you can talk to. Didn\'t really effect me SO BAD till i was older, now i need her, allway\'s did, but now i really miss her, we never got to become friend\'s cause i was so bad and we allway\'s fighted,
OK the end. Thanks again. Hug\'s