gimmestrength2008

I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT. I WANT TO STAY IN AND WATCH MY SHOW ON NETFLIX, BUT I'M RUNNIG OUT OF CIG'S SO I WILL HAVE TO GO OUT. AM DRINKING MY SECOND CUP O COFFEE THIS EVE, KNOW I FEEL LITTLE SCAKKY,...

OK, can i read this, yes i think so. This is a good color for October, one of my favorite month's. Have so much to say, hard to put it all into word's right now. i am like a kid on xmas eve. A new...

Well, i don't know why i am shocked, son had a dental visit for tomorrow and he need's a unemployment letter saying he doesn't work, they told me at clinic i could take him there and they would...

OK, so i didn't dress even warm enough for Six Flag's, was freezing the whole time, but it was a lot of fun and we only stayed about 3 hrs, ate free and we rode the train, that was so much fun, man...

Well i took a little nap for a bout an hour or two, then up again, only have 2 cup's of coffee, instant is what i drink so i don't drink alot, and i just had one. Dont want to go out today as i am...

Got up at 5.30 a.m. again. So tired from the week, and now i can't sleep. That's OK, they play good music on the radio this time of morning, and i just watched 2 epp's of H'R PUFFIN-STUFF. What...

Well i think i have to get off here for tonight. Going to watch some netflix i guess, so tired, ready for sleep allready, need to eat still and call boyfriend, etc. Today really wiped me out big...

Well, we just got back from his first appt at the dental clinic. They could not pull any teeth too infected still, so he got more pain pill's at my request, really i practicly begged, and they gave...

Well today is the day i take my son to the clinic for the first time, we are both nervous, and he is i know terrified. Going to cost me 65.00 just to get him in the door and all his med's will be at...

WEll, alert the media, i am going out again. I went out early today and got food and cig's n dollar store, now i am going out w/ my sis for a couple hours. That is a record for me going out twice in...

Well, they did not come here, Yay and i have a simi clean apt, but my hand hurt's so bad. fingers on right hand, just went to store and spent the rest of my money on some more soup, so sick of soup,...

Cleaning is very overrated. I cleaned and scrubed so much yesterday for this inspection[TEN HUT] that my right hand fingers are moving on there own, like i had a hand transplant and it has a mind of...

WWell i am finnaly back home. was supposed to be a t aunt's only a day or so but ended up being there till now. My social worker si comming to help me w/ my house in aabout an hour so i can't do much...

NO SONG TODAY, I AM NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY, DON'T EXACTLY KNOW WHAT OR WHY? MANY THING'S. IVE BEEN SO POSITIVE, AND I JUST TOOK ONE BAD NIGHT TO BLOW IT ALL UP, FEEL LIKE I AM SLIPPING BACK TO MY OLD...

YA kNOW I TRY AND BE A GOOD NICE POLITE PERSON, BUT I FEEL LIKE I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL AGAIN ON FACEBOOK, NONE OF MY FAMILY EVER EVEN PAY'S ANY ATTENTION TO ME, EVEN MY OLDEST SON GET'S OFF AS SSOON AS I...