gimmestrength2008

WELL, i do feel a little better this eve, still haven't ate much, some watermelon, so dehydrated today. Took a long nap and finally passed some of the gas in my stomach, sorry for the too much...

YA I AM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE, SO HARD AND IT'S SO HARD FOR ME. I HAD A BAD SOMACH ATTACK LAST NIGHT, IN THE EVE REALLY. IT WAS A BAD ONE. HAD TO ENDUCE VOMIT, SORRY. HATE TO WRITE THAT ALLMOST AS...

WELL, I FEEL OK I TOOK A NAP SURPRISE. MADE MYSELF SOME OATMEAL AND WATERMELON AND 2 PC'S WW TOAST. UP AGAIN IT'S ABOUT 5.30 P.M. I WISH I COULD GO A DAY W/ OUT A NAP. I COULD AND SHOULD BE...

WELL, THEY SAY IT'S NOT SO HUMID OUT BUT IM NOT GOIN OUT TODAY. WENT OUT LAST NIGHT AND GOT STUFF AND MADE A BIG PAN OF SPAGHETTIOK REALLY CRAMPING  NOW GOT TO GO FOR NOW. HUG'S. I ONLY KNOW HOW...

Can i see this? No have to change it.OK this is better. I know i said i would write every day and i am trying to stay positive, SO HARD.OK here i go. for the last day or so i have had bad cramp's in...

Well i said early this morning that i would try to post only positive thing's at least i told myself that if i didn't journal about it. OK As most of you prob know last night was the one yr...

OK, HERE I GO. My boyfriend came out tonight and i made spageetie for us and we had a romantic dinner, he is really a great guy, i don't know how he put's up with me and all my qiurcks and phobia's....

Hope i can read this. OK ALL CAP'S , NOW I CAN SEE IT. YAY. OK YESTERDAY I DIDN'T WRITE IN HERE, TOO BUSY, MY SOCIAL WORKER CAME AND WE WENT TO SEE MY DOC ABOUT MY STOMACH MED'S, I GOT ENOUGH TO MAKE...

Ya i have to leave the house todayThank god my social worker is taking me. have to try and get my doc to give me enough stomach med's till i see the         G.I. Doc. So glad i will have some...

Hey guy's, i just started a new goal. and i am trying it tonight. It is to eat more little meals all day and make them balenced. That's my new goal, oh and to excersise to feel better. The End Hug's...

I am feeling good about myself tonight. i actually COOKED FOR JUST ME. and it wasn't microwave rice or chic soup, or toast.  I made 2 boneless skinless chic breast's instant brown rice and will...

SONG FOR TODAYEVERY DAY SHE TAKES HER MORNING BATH AND WET'S HER HAIRGRAB'S A CUP OF COFFEE AS SHE'S HEADING FOR THE BEDROOM CHAIRIT'S JUST ANOTHER DAYSLIPPIN INTO STOCKING'S, STEPING INTO...

I keep hearing this especially today from my wonderful sister. FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT. I am pretty sure  that's what ive been doing? of course my med situation isn't getting better, thought...

Well, this is my 2nd full day back and things are all f#$@ked up already, figures. I REALLY WANT TO AND DID TRY TO BE OPTIMISTIC, I REALLY DID AND AM, BUT WHY OH WHY? THEY GOT MY MEDS MESSED UP...

 WELL, I AM FINNALY BACK HOME. HAVE BEEN GONE TO MY AUNT'S FOR ABOUT 6 WEEK'S. IT WAS HARD TO GET BACK HOME. I FEEL SO AT HOME OVER THERE. SHE HAS A NICE HOUSE AND YOU CAN GO OUTSIDE AND WATCH THE...