gimmestrength2008

I have been so very sick sence the day before yesterday, can't keep anythig down, have a fever hurt all over, My rib's hurt also, that's new. I have been in bed sence i think yesterday, not sure what...

Well, boyfriend went home last night. I slept so good. Feel's weird being alone, well son lives here but he is on computer in his room most of the time. Got used to having someone around at the...

Well, i did go in the hospital for over a week, Had a nervouis breakdown and the whole food thing. Then i was afraid to stay by myself, son has been gone, so i stayed at my aunt's house. I am on so...

test, this is a test of my broadcasting system, this is only a test. Had this been a real emergency you would have been told nothing so that is all, this has only been a test......

WOW actually slept like a log last night, doc gave me a new med yesterday that is supposed to help me sleep and increase my apatite for the morning, well, i slept that's for sure, little...

Didn't sleep again, but found a what could and prob was a great group for insomniac's like me. Called Night owl insomniac's. Think i maybe sent some invites to that group but i really don't know what...

Well, this is going to be day one of square one, starting over AGAIN with the bland BART diet, really hating the Simpson's right about now, especially the boy. Going to try again w/ the food...

Well i havn't thrown up today, can't even or don't even want to pick a color if i did it would be this color anyway, i am so deppressed today, i don't know how long i can not know when i'm going to...

wELL, It was nice while it lastest, today at 2.30 a.m. got up and been throwing up all day, i have NO food or drink in my staomach, can't keep anything down, this is the worst attack ive ever had, i...

Well, this is kinda bright, i have missed i think 2 day's. Just been i don't know why, kinda shy, even from this site, weird, had a great weekend w/ boyfriend, everything went just so well, i cooked...

Well i finally got paid and got some real food in here, went out and it was and is so cold here, i wore my biggest sweeter out and a coat, never used to get this cold, need some nutriant's so i am...

Well, so far so good today. Going to eat something in a min, don't know what yet. Still too much w/ the coffee, but i am cold and i don't like hot tea or coco, i'm funny like that. Been trying to...

Well woke up early again, slept good, not sick so far, YAY. Want to do the snoopy dance but not yet. Going to try and do everything i did yesterday. i just want to feel good again. It's cold and...

i DID GOOD FOR ACATLY ONE DAY, OH MAYBE A HALF A DAY, NOW I AM SICK AGAIN. hAVE BEEN ALL WEEKEND. I AM REALLY GETTING FREAKED OUT BY ALL THIS, AND I AM SO AFRAID OF FOOD AND HOW MUCH TO EAT, WHAT TO...

Well, i finally feel better after 2 day's of suffering. Had a really bad Gastritis attack and it takes about that long to get my stomah back to normal, well normal for me. Guess i ate too much, wish...