finnally went swimming. yay

well, alert the media, i finnaly went to the ymca w/ my aunt and we swam. i am sore so i think i did a lot. washed my hair. FINNALLY. think i was aprocting a record. took me 45 mins to shower i dont know why i cant do anything fast. my add is realy bad lately. my aunt was waiting for me and that mde me moore nervoius and it took even longer. so anyway im at home. son came home from class, took shower, thank god finnaly, and went out. i can allways tell wene hes going to leave. hes like a caged animal. oh well, what can i do. i wish he wouldnt drink so much. i wish alot of things, but the big thing is i went swimming. yay for me. i feel pretty good, tired, but good. i wish i could swim in my clothes, hate to have people see me in my siut. so embarrissing. its an old hand me down and it so doesnt fit. oh well, going to try to get out of the house again tommorow, we will see. ok, thats all for now i guess. add kikin in. need to go do something before i forget what it is. ok, by for now...