went swimming ntoday.

well, we went swimming today. yay i left my car windows open and it stormed bad. im sooo sick of rain. im soo ltired they were out of my ciggerettes again. sis was going to buy me some w/ credit but they are out so im screwed again. im realy getting sick of all the bullshit i have to go threw every day. now im very mad again. my nerves are shot. now im going to have spend all the money in the bandk on ciggerettes. this is so bad. have to stay here till i take son. thats another 2 hours. then i have to go get him, no money for the bus. its just such a mess i cant even say how bad i feel right now. very nervouis have to go to group on thurs. i dont know how im going to get gas. its just all so screwed i dont know how much moore bullshit i can take. i cant possibly take moore meds, oh well, will try to get on here tommorow night. oh well by by i wish i coulde stay in the pool all the time. so its tuesday and i went swimming. thats the only good thing today....