alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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great im like pen pals with the samaritans how the fuck did i get to this this is not normal
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screw it the i thing is going iiiiiiiii
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threw up blood tonight i thought i had been drinking a red wine but i looked it was clear thats a first i had to clean the bath room it looked like id cut my wrists what a mess
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i maybe the first person to be blck listed by the samaritains at this rate so many emails its crazy i just need to talk .it will do to much damage if i dont
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ive started talking to people without eye contact.i was a thing i got out of long ago also the nut case wants his car selling so he acan buy a shot gungreat who does he want to shoot
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dreamt about louise againit was so real.i was telling her waht she wore last ime we met in detaili said its 8 years woke at 6amtotally fed up
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god the SI group is so fucked up cant go there im in no groups arpt from dislexia thats just to expail my spelling no one ever replys there its words ive fucking sunk here and it went un noticed...
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this place is so dead yes stuff going onblah
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i thought the samariains would have more experiencethan they do but they dont they are just part time people who listenthey will listen to anything and do so a lot it makes you feel like back...
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More lettersim feeling less pressure today reviewing everything has lead tounderstanding a few small points about my life.i feel awfull about emailing the samaritans about my thoughtsits like i feel...
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i know my feelings even the ones that scare me i am an open booki have delt with rejectionbut i feel its more thatn just thati feel im just padding in life there just to fill out the numbers i dont...
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im awful in texti just type what i feeli shouldnt even type this much i cant talk to people about death stuff or dreams like that its not normal to say last night i wanted to drive of the...
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deep feelings? dont know how to put it. ...emotions? way of thinking? living ?damage ? rules? miss understanding ?even to much clear thinking ,too rational,?see thing to clear life for what it...
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this morning was a bit of a panic i thought i had sent my reply to the wrong email.....my fathers emailbut luckily it didnt sendthat would have been terrable ive been looking for self help sites or...
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these samariains replys are almost like an auto reponce :( You have gone through so much, **add deatil from letter******add section from letter**** depth of unhappiness and isolation you are...
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