alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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felt alone tonight at the shops it was an achebut for who?? my girl?? is not here and she does not call she said she has a new phone with free air time she still does not call if i were...
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i got paid very little for the work i did this weeki thought i would be paid a lot more for the effort and long hours i didand it was a friend but noeven the guy i worked with thought i would be...
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Last night i dreamt i met louise i saw a girl on the erou vision song contest that reminded me of her so i dreamt her i had thought about her a few days agothe thought was if i met her to say i...
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i's when i came here i was not wellnot well at all i came here as a site i found to grasp at while i felt i may kill myself i needed help..i typed in self help groupand found this back then...
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text blocks kill me !!!! why do they never leave a gap if someone spoke to you with no gaps what would that sound like? an coma really does not do it look read this,now this read this...
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did an audio visual job today i did the work ok but i had to take pain killersbecause i coulnd walk anymore i had to type today for listing a name she said angie and i cloudnt spell it even...
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went to the apointmenti went early and as i sat there i went though what i was going to say ..i thought i so much to say i have 9 months of things to say .it all started to become from an emotional...
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docs tomorrow ive been aching a lot today going to say that ive also put weight onbecause ive slowed down other things happed todaybut its way to late to talk now so here comes tomorrow i hope its...
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week coming monday ,,,docs ..... i think that will just upset me so long to wait ..no way can they say anything that would make that wait worth while tuesday night ...out setting up things for...
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talked to turkish girl to night i rang her she didnt ring me she just talked about work all the time i told her that but made no difference really if i vanished she woulnt mind to much the...
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worked very hard this week looking in to projection and equipment i still think its all for nothing ..i have friend who does some work in this ill be helping out next week with it againbut i dont...
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Looked into the audio visual work i have the feeling there is not enough work around not to totally sure but feel that so outside that ....i dont know what to do its really a dead end
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woke very very depressed today i didnt want to get up,i knew people would say something if i just stayed there i felt like telling them i dont care .i got up and went through todayi feel lost ,i...
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spent hours trying to get my lap top on line didnt ! now im on a really crap PCits so slow its unreal i re installed windows and it still didnt work i lost a lot of programs that were hard to set...
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i got the date monday 11th may 1.00pmdocs so almost 3 months wait for an assesment side effects ? lost 3 jobs and gained some weight given up on who i thought i was job ect gave up on...
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