alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ka9mCmx9Jhs
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tonight was very hard i worked at a place but i couldnt hide how dead i am anymore typing this crap is not helping i cant put words down here to explain how i feel .i just cant diescribe it
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posted in SA scared to even drag that crap up again but im not doing to good so thats why im worried
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today was one long dragi didnt want to get up. got through todaybut it was a fight i lost £10 today somewhere .i remember rollinging it up in my hands but my memory is so bad these daysi blank a...
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this is the olny place i can really say anything fed up of shallow people i know they have far to many friends who are there to praise every pic posted on line becasue all they want is to sleap...
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im drifting in to a very lonley area all my trying has ended
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long dream last nighti dreamt louise was back but not much had changed it was still as messed up as everand i was on the bad side of it all again in the dream i cryed so much cyed and cred when i...
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things going on i just dont feel i can talk about it ,its going no where anyway
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panic attacks
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not a great week im axsious and frustrated a bit confused im thinking very samll to get by .having relationship problems house problems with the crazy person living herehad some leg pain todaybut...
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life fact if you look nice its a red carpet come this way all the nice things are said and given to you if you are not in that box its f ck you
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the scitso in the house is getting a lot worse there trying to get him to see a doc meen time its awfull for everyone else
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its been a long day .i feel very empty i feel abandoned .i feel i need to be held but there is just huge space around mei feel like im drowning
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its been a long life so farand also so short feeling time is reaching way past the half way lineand its not worked out i could even die soonand i didnt even get anywhere i have friends or people...
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its been a very hard week .i went to belson didnt get to go to the memorial but i walked along the road out side the camp people say you cant hear birds sing while there there are trees everywhere...
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