alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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going to stop doing the I thing soon
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no work came in this weekand i dont practice anymore ive given upnever thought id get like this with music but i have trying to find out if there is work around for AV conference workbut i cant see...
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i have had a lot of tension the last few dayslots of small things but important things worrying me i had a small panic attack last night .it was short but very intenceafteri had no one to go to or...
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got a letter for apointment todayi have to ring and make a date for an assesment im a bit scared of it .im worried they will just say get on with lifebut really ive been in pain every day for 6...
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i have to find a way to live living !my life has stopped so much now i feel ike a rope was cut and i am a drift my girlfriend was my last thing i had she had gone but i didnt know it till the last...
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feeling alone if it were down to vids ect ,i could say,,,,, i am feeling un valued ectbut realy right now im alone no one is here so i should say ...why need to be with someone be who you are...
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pain yesi am in pain stillall that standing on saturday hes put me back to square one i got offered another music job and had to turn it down said i cant do it in lots of pain walking round the...
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the other day i had enough of being walked on and i took some action the same day i called my turkish girli wanted some sort of idea that it was still moving forward that there is at least...
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I leave the house at 5am tomorrow out till 2pm then go out again at 5pm then back in at 2am
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i did sort of another job today .if i had to explain it it would sound crazy.its a job where you do not workim used to working hard.today i did nothing and was paid well ive been offered other work...
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had a bad weekend i feel as if i have no more to say
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feeling very alone its as though i waited a year to feel it .ive been by myself a year i cant get away from this feeling .im liying to myself i am alone very very alone again and i know how...
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drinking to much to night but i feel pushed to much .i am wounded
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not on here much ive gone quiet reallytoday is april 1st fools daythe day she left me today i tryed to talk to her by text she didnt replyi saw her on line at the radio show she looked depressed...
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having awful dreams last night the worst bit was dreaming that i was looking at the news and it showed a man trapped by lava he had no where to escape to so tryed to walk acrossthe moving...
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