hopefulromantic67
Status: My apt. maintenance replaced my ac unit Monday afternoon ! YAY !
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I just don't know anymore... I mean.. WHAT'S THE POINT ??????I can't stand this CRAP anymore ! I'm SICK of His THREATS... of His RAGE.. of His CHATTING WITH OTHER WOMEN ONLINE... of His EVERYTHING...
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I don't know what to Think. But, Does He HONESTLY think that I'm THAT STUPID ????!!!!Lately, He keeps coming up with " reasons " that He has to go OUT to meet up with His A.A. Friend BOB, and either...
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This Morning I got up almost 2 Hours sooner than I typically wake up Most Mornings. I'm thinking I should push Myself to do this More Often ! The Reason I say it like that is because My BF is STILL...
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I don't know exactly why it is... maybe it's just from the nature of His Bi-polar Disorder, I don't know... but sometimes it's like He's a TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON when He suddenly begins to act so...
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The Marks Your Rage leave on My Body are only the start of My Pain;For the wounds You've caused run into the very depths of My Heart and Soul,and left Me feeling completely maimed.Bruises will fade...
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It's Gray, and Depressing outside, and it started Me thinking about things. It's been Raining ever since this Morning, and doesn't show any signs of letting up.But, in a Way I don't really mind it...
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I hate to admit this, but as TERRIBLE as My BF is... as BAD as the ABUSE is... for several things I've become Dependent on His Help ! I HATE admitting that to Myself, especially since I know deep...
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Just a short Note for Now...He came Back this Evening around 6 PM. He acted as IF NOTHING'S wrong ! I went along with that attitude for the sake of " Peace ", since my only Other Option would be to...
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Tonight at about 10:00 PM - Saturday Night - My Bf Called Me. He claimed that because of it " Storming Outside " that His A.A. Friend Bob couldn't drive Him Home because He didn't want to drive at...
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WHY does He do this to ME ??????!!!! He CLAIMS He LOVES ME one moment, but then the slightest thing sets off His RAGE, and He's HURTING ME... AGAIN !!!!! Today HIS EXCUSE was that He's supposedly...
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I just don't know anymore. Of course, logically I should have come to this conclusion a VERY long Time ago ! But the Heart wants what the Heart wants, and more often than not what it wants is NOT...
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I'm so tired of HIM bringing Me down SO OFTEN ! FOR ONCE... at least TODAY, I want to have a 100% GOOD DAY ! I don't think that's too much to want... not too much to ask for. I know deep down that I...
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Well, He told Me this Morning that the Reason He made His Tagged.com Site PRIVATE just recently was to STOP ME from looking at His Messages on there in case He EVER FORGOT to SIGN OFF, OR the Power...
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I stood up for Myself for the First Time in a LONG WHILE with Ray / my BF Today ! It felt good to tell Him off the Way that I did, but at the same time it WAS NOT good to hear His REPLY to what I had...
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I don't know why I bother anymore ! Tonight I cooked a NICE Dinner for " US ", and thought that We'd have a Nice Quiet Evening Together. I thought all of this since MOST of the DAY was going OKAY....
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