Does He Really Think I\'m That Stupid ???!!!!

I don't know what to Think. But, Does He HONESTLY think that I'm THAT STUPID ????!!!!Lately, He keeps coming up with " reasons " that He has to go OUT to meet up with His A.A. Friend BOB, and either SPEND THE NIGHT with Him, OR go to a MOVIE with Him - ( which is what He said He's doing TODAY ). TWO Weekends in a Row kind of recently, He spent Most of the Weekend with " BOB " ! I WANT to Believe My Bf. I really do, but I don't know... something just tells Me that there's MORE going on than meets the Eye !I would HOPE, and PRAY, that He's not making up elaborate stories using A.A. as His " Cover " ! That would be SO DESPICABLE ! - ( if that's how You spell that word.. lol )It's just that I wonder certain things like... IF there really is an A.A. Friend named " BOB ", then WHY doesn't BOB EVER simply use Our Home Phone Number to Contact My BF ?? WHY DOES HE ALWAYS JUST USE MY BF'S CELL PHONE NUMBER TO REACH HIM ??Maybe it's all part of the A.A. Anonymous thing... Maybe ??I HOPE that I'm right.Since if You follow My Suspicions, then it'd make sense that Another WOMAN would NOT try to call MY BF using Our Home Phone Number ! Maybe I'm adding 5 and 5 and getting 38 ! LOL I hope so.... It's a little STRANGE to Me that ONLY the NIGHT BEFORE... SUDDENLY while My BF's OUT for a Walk, He supposedly got a Phone Call from BOB inviting Him to go see a MOVIE, and HANG OUT with Him Today, to celebrate BOB'S Birthday ! WHY didn't He talk to My Bf about this a LOT sooner ?????PLUS... when I Think of how MUCH My BF's been CHATTING ONLINE LATELY, that's One Thing that really pushes Me to feel suspicious about the entire " BOB " story ! HOW DO I KNOW WHETHER OR NOT HE'S ACTUALLY OUT RIGHT NOW WITH ANOTHER WOMAN AT THE MOVIE THEATER ????????!!!!!!!It's driving Me NUTS wondering ! THE ANNOYING PART OF THIS is that I'll probably NEVER REALLY KNOW FOR SURE ! Since HOW can I really know, UNLESS I was RICH and Hired a Private Detective to follow My Bf around ! LOL ... BUT there's NO chance of that, since I definitely DON'T have that sort of Money ! Then there's ASKING HIM FOR THE REAL TRUTH ! WHAT good would that really do ME ? Since HOW would I really KNOW IF He's TRULY TELLING ME THE TRUTH, OR NOT... NO MATTER HOW MUCH HE WOULD PROBABLY INSIST THAT HE'S NOT LYING TO ME !!!?!?! "I HATE THIS !!!!!!! THIS IS NO WAY TO LIVE, AND I KNOW IT ! HOW CAN I CONTINUE TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I DON'T FEEL I CAN TRUST ????!!!! I don't know... I just don't know anymore.I'm so frustrated... fed up... and sick and tired of the ENTIRE MESS ! I LOVE Him... BUT When there's this much DRAMA, is it WORTH IT ?????!! OH... I ALMOST FORGOT.... ONE OTHER REASON I suspect that the entire " BOB " story is just that... A STORY !.. is because My Bf KNOWS VERY WELL that IF I EVER TRIED TO TELL HIM... " NO, DON'T GO OUT WITH BOB TODAY... OR DON'T MEET BOB, AND GO TO MEETINGS LATER. "; THEN He would surely start up on Me about the ENTIRE A.A. issue, and He'd come out and ask Me... " WELL, WOULD YOU RATHER I GO OUT DRINKING INSTEAD ?! "So HE KNOWS that since BOB is connected to the whole A.A. thing, that I basically CAN'T really argue with Him AT ALL about going OUT anywhere with BOB !!!!! DAMN IT !!!!! MORE QUESTIONS THAN ANSWERS AGAIN... AS USUAL... IT LOOKS LIKE.I HATE FEELING THIS WAY !!!!