hopefulromantic67
Status: My apt. maintenance replaced my ac unit Monday afternoon ! YAY !
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Just a short Note for Now...He came Back this Evening around 6 PM. He acted as IF NOTHING'S wrong ! I went along with that attitude for the sake of " Peace ", since my only Other Option would be to...
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Tonight at about 10:00 PM - Saturday Night - My Bf Called Me. He claimed that because of it " Storming Outside " that His A.A. Friend Bob couldn't drive Him Home because He didn't want to drive at...
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WHY does He do this to ME ??????!!!! He CLAIMS He LOVES ME one moment, but then the slightest thing sets off His RAGE, and He's HURTING ME... AGAIN !!!!! Today HIS EXCUSE was that He's supposedly...
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I just don't know anymore. Of course, logically I should have come to this conclusion a VERY long Time ago ! But the Heart wants what the Heart wants, and more often than not what it wants is NOT...
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I'm so tired of HIM bringing Me down SO OFTEN ! FOR ONCE... at least TODAY, I want to have a 100% GOOD DAY ! I don't think that's too much to want... not too much to ask for. I know deep down that I...
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Well, He told Me this Morning that the Reason He made His Tagged.com Site PRIVATE just recently was to STOP ME from looking at His Messages on there in case He EVER FORGOT to SIGN OFF, OR the Power...
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I stood up for Myself for the First Time in a LONG WHILE with Ray / my BF Today ! It felt good to tell Him off the Way that I did, but at the same time it WAS NOT good to hear His REPLY to what I had...
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I don't know why I bother anymore ! Tonight I cooked a NICE Dinner for " US ", and thought that We'd have a Nice Quiet Evening Together. I thought all of this since MOST of the DAY was going OKAY....
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Okay... Here it is... I'm a little shy about even talking about this in here, because I'm afraid that it's going to make ME sound like an " IDIOT " since I let Him go... not really putting up a BIG...
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Wednesday Night for Me was NOT a Good Night !!!!!!!! I couldn't sleep because of the PAIN in My Knees, so I was Online for MANY Hours. As if that wasn't Bad Enough, while I was Online my curiousity...
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I was having a Quiet Afternoon to Myself, but He just woke up from His Nap ! Of course, I guess He does have the Right to be Awake.. LOL... I suppose.It's just I was Hoping He'd be asleep still for...
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He's asleep right now, and that's Unusual for Him since typically He's up around 8am, or 9am, and He'll stay wide awake UNTIL He takes an Afternoon Nap around 3pm, or so.BUT Today was a little bit...
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I don't know WHETHER TO CRY, OR TO SCREAM.... MAYBE BOTH ???!!!! I'm fed up with His B.S.... I'm FRUSTRATED... AND SICK AND TIRED OF IT ALL !!!!! WHY IS EVERYTHING ALWAYS " MY FAULT " ? WHY IS IT...
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I just don't get it ! IF I make Him SO MISERABLE, then WHY is He STILL HERE ????!!!!I'm FED UP with His ABUSE ! He MUST know that by now, I would think ! IF He doesn't realize that, then He's BLIND,...
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It was looking like I wouldn't get ANY Time Online Today at all, but finally He gave in when He decided He was going to take a Nap ! I don't understand it. WHY is it so Wrong to Him for ME to be...
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