hopefulromantic67
Status: My apt. maintenance replaced my ac unit Monday afternoon ! YAY !
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Have You ever had Moments where You can't help but stop, and wonder... " What am I thinking ? " I can't really even begin to say WHY, but I came Very Close to actually writing an E-mail to My ExBf...
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My Ex-BF called Me Last Night out of the blue. I should have figured as soon as I saw on the Caller ID that it was Him, that He was ONLY calling FOR SOMETHING ! It turned out that the ONLY Reason He...
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Damn it ! Damn it ALL !!!!! After EVERYTHING He put Me through, as IF that wasn't enough to go through, now I can't seem to get Thoughts of Him OUT of My Head !!!!! It doesn't help that JUST when I...
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I knew He was a LIAR, but I didn't realize He was LYING SO MUCH !!!! I spoke with a Woman He HAD on His AIM Buddies List for a long time, and found out some interesting Things about My now EX-BF ! I...
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About a Week and a Half since He Left Me now, and I guess I'm doing as well as can be expected. It's been rather a Big Adjustment because He had Me so damn dependent on Him in Many Ways. He would...
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HE LEFT ME YESTERDAY !!!!! I should have seen it coming, I suppose. After all, We'd been arguing quite a bit lately..... and Every Arguement lately seemed to be about the SAME THING - Him whining...
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Lately it seems My Bf has discovered a NEW WAY to Hurt Me.... By putting ALL OF THE SLUTS THAT HE CHATS WITH ONLINE... AHEAD OF ME !!!!! Lately, almost EVERY TIME He's Online, at some Point He is...
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Yesterday was Odd to say the Least ! The Reason I say that is because Early on in the Day I had a HUGE Fight with My BF that got Very Ugly - as far as the Things We said to Each Other. The Verbal...
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I just don't know anymore... I mean.. WHAT'S THE POINT ??????I can't stand this CRAP anymore ! I'm SICK of His THREATS... of His RAGE.. of His CHATTING WITH OTHER WOMEN ONLINE... of His EVERYTHING...
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I don't know what to Think. But, Does He HONESTLY think that I'm THAT STUPID ????!!!!Lately, He keeps coming up with " reasons " that He has to go OUT to meet up with His A.A. Friend BOB, and either...
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This Morning I got up almost 2 Hours sooner than I typically wake up Most Mornings. I'm thinking I should push Myself to do this More Often ! The Reason I say it like that is because My BF is STILL...
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I don't know exactly why it is... maybe it's just from the nature of His Bi-polar Disorder, I don't know... but sometimes it's like He's a TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON when He suddenly begins to act so...
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The Marks Your Rage leave on My Body are only the start of My Pain;For the wounds You've caused run into the very depths of My Heart and Soul,and left Me feeling completely maimed.Bruises will fade...
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It's Gray, and Depressing outside, and it started Me thinking about things. It's been Raining ever since this Morning, and doesn't show any signs of letting up.But, in a Way I don't really mind it...
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I hate to admit this, but as TERRIBLE as My BF is... as BAD as the ABUSE is... for several things I've become Dependent on His Help ! I HATE admitting that to Myself, especially since I know deep...
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