hopefulromantic67
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Last Night I had " thought " at first was going to be a Peaceful Night, but I had No Idea of what was going to happen when I least expected it... as it turned out. It took Me somewhere around 40 - 50...
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Looks Like I'm Getting What I Want... But Why does it Still Hurt So Much ?
Posted by: hopefulromantic67Well, this past Thursday Night I finally made it " Crystal Clear " to Him that I'm NOT Happy with Him Here, and that I feel that it would be Best for Both of Us for Him to Leave. The thing was it... -

How Can He Still Talk to Me As IF WE have a FUTURE Together, When He's the WAY He IS ?!?!?!
Posted by: hopefulromantic67I don't understand Him at all ! But then, I suppose How Can You Understand an Abusive Type of Person when You simply DON'T Think like HE does ?! But.....HOW on EARTH can He Talk of " OUR FUTURE... -
What the Heck is Wrong with ME ?!?!?! AM I NUTS, OR TOTALLY WHACKO, OR SOMETHING ?!?!? ... I'm thinking I MUST BE to have made the ALL TOO FAMILIAR TERRIBLE MISTAKE of Taking " HIM " Back YET AGAIN,...
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The ABUSIVE EXBF that I'm talking about in My STATUS UPDATE, and in My Last Journal Entry, is the Abusive EXBF BEFORE that Last Exbf that I told to Leave. This ONE that I'm talking about that's...
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Can a Man that's been Abusive actually CHANGE on His Own... I mean WITHOUT ANY Professional Help whatsoever ?!?! I don't think so, but My Abusive EXBF seems to believe it's possible.He's convinced...
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Where to Begin ???? Hmmmm... Well, I guess I'll start off with the Basics.I'm SINGLE AGAIN. WHY ???? The Decision was Mine. I had to finally Face the Facts that Things between Myself, and My BF were...
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Wish LIFE was MUCH Simpler.... Especially Wish LOVE was MUCH Simpler !
Posted by: hopefulromantic67Just recently an ' Old Flame ', I guess You could call Him contacted Me Online, and said that He would LOVE to Talk to Me again. He asked Me for My Phone Number, and I didn't see ANY Reason I... -
It's so Grey outside it's like Nighttime even though it's almost 10 AM in the Morning right now. I hate Days like this. I hate them not only because they're so dismal, and depressing, but also...
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How Childish is it argue about Whether, OR NOT You Should Re-Do the Ice Cube Trays whenever You go into the Freezer to get ICE !!!!!?!?! It's such a SMALL THING, but my Current Boyfriend made it seem...
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I realize that for Some People this may not seem like such a " Big Deal ", but for Me it's " Something Big " - like I said in My Title for this Entry.The Reason for that is simply this... I've ...
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I don't know what to do Anymore !!!! I keep trying what My Doctor prescribes for Me to supposedly relieve the Pain I'm in from BOTH of My Knees, but NOTHING EVER TRULY HELPS !!!! I continue to go...
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Why does this seem to Happen to Me Every Time I start to Truly TRUST SOMEONE ?!!!! As soon as I'm feeling completely comfortable with Them, and completely secure, then They go and do something like...
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The Last Entry I wrote in here I was having a BAD Day, and I was feeling Very Mixed Up. But, since then I've stopped Myself... sat back.. and I've thought Long and Hard on WHY My Thinking was so...
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Okay.. Here's the Thing... My ExBf left Me... Yet AGAIN... on Sept. 17th of 2008, BUT even though that was More Than 4 Months ago now, I STILL think about Him ! I know that a BIG PART of this is MY...
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