\" A Story Of Pain \" - A Poem of sorts...
The Marks Your Rage leave on My Body are only the start of My Pain;For the wounds You've caused run into the very depths of My Heart and Soul,and left Me feeling completely maimed.Bruises will fade over Time,but how do You heal from the Pain in Your Mind ?Some may say that Pain of that sort is not truly Real.To Them I say You're forgetting the depths which a caring Heart and Soul can feel.Have They ever tried to close Their eyes at night for a peaceful sleep,and instead only found Nightmares which one after anotherinto their sleeping mind they creep ?If They had then They would understand this living hell I feel so trapped in,and why sometimes I wonder if this is a punishment for a Sin ?I can't imagine the God of Love would put anyone through this ordeal.Besides I've always tried my best to lead a Good Life always caring how others feel.So Why is it that You feel ' justified ' in Your Rage ?I've been with You through Good and Bad,and yet this is how I'm Paid ? No doubt You have no true idea of how many times I've thought about hurting You the same.I didn't for several reasons but the main onebeing that unlike You I'm not insane.So what is that Answer to all of this Strife ?I wish I knew because I don't want to end up paying with My Life.
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If you are being hurt like this, you need to get out of here. If you actually fear this, then please....there is nothing that can make it worth staying.
You\'re right, God did not put us through this. He gave us free will, we make choices, he will help you, give you strength to do the right thing....At least that\'s my take.
They feel justified in their rage, because it\'s all about them, they are entitled, they believe they are so wonderful and perfect that they are entitled to treat people badly. When I say they have deep black holes for hearts, I do not exaggerate. They suck everything in and give nothing back. Everything is about power and control, and I honestly believe, the only answer is to leave.
Be safe, make a plan, and get out of there. You deserve some joy in your life....I\'m so sorry. You have to save yourself now....
If you are being hurt like this, you need to get out of here. If you actually fear this, then please....there is nothing that can make it worth staying.
You\'re right, God did not put us through this. He gave us free will, we make choices, he will help you, give you strength to do the right thing....At least that\'s my take.
They feel justified in their rage, because it\'s all about them, they are entitled, they believe they are so wonderful and perfect that they are entitled to treat people badly. When I say they have deep black holes for hearts, I do not exaggerate. They suck everything in and give nothing back. Everything is about power and control, and I honestly believe, the only answer is to leave.
Be safe, make a plan, and get out of there. You deserve some joy in your life....I\'m so sorry. You have to save yourself now....