hopefulromantic67
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Tomorrow it's " OVER " yet Again... WHY am I Not Happy about it ???!?!?!?
Posted by: hopefulromantic67I've been down this Road before, many times actually. So You would think that I'd be Familiar with it enough to NOT feel This Heart Broken over Him Leaving Me AGAIN. Especially considering the FACT... -
Where do I Begin ? Well... I Finally somehow got the Courage up to tell Him that We're " OVER ". It took Me a Long while to get up the Guts to have a " Break-Up " Talk with Him, especially since I...
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It won't be Long Now until I'm FINALLY FREE AGAIN ! YAY !!!!NOVEMBER 3RD is when He's Leaving ! YAY !!!! It's going to be SO GREAT to NOT have Someone around telling Me CONSTANTLY ... WHAT TO DO......
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Lately He's been doing His Very Best to Play very twisted " Mind Games " with Me. What I mean by this is that he's trying to Confuse Me, and make Me falter in My Decision to have Him Leave. With...
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Last Night I had " thought " at first was going to be a Peaceful Night, but I had No Idea of what was going to happen when I least expected it... as it turned out. It took Me somewhere around 40 - 50...
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Looks Like I'm Getting What I Want... But Why does it Still Hurt So Much ?
Posted by: hopefulromantic67Well, this past Thursday Night I finally made it " Crystal Clear " to Him that I'm NOT Happy with Him Here, and that I feel that it would be Best for Both of Us for Him to Leave. The thing was it... -

How Can He Still Talk to Me As IF WE have a FUTURE Together, When He's the WAY He IS ?!?!?!
Posted by: hopefulromantic67I don't understand Him at all ! But then, I suppose How Can You Understand an Abusive Type of Person when You simply DON'T Think like HE does ?! But.....HOW on EARTH can He Talk of " OUR FUTURE... -
What the Heck is Wrong with ME ?!?!?! AM I NUTS, OR TOTALLY WHACKO, OR SOMETHING ?!?!? ... I'm thinking I MUST BE to have made the ALL TOO FAMILIAR TERRIBLE MISTAKE of Taking " HIM " Back YET AGAIN,...
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The ABUSIVE EXBF that I'm talking about in My STATUS UPDATE, and in My Last Journal Entry, is the Abusive EXBF BEFORE that Last Exbf that I told to Leave. This ONE that I'm talking about that's...
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Can a Man that's been Abusive actually CHANGE on His Own... I mean WITHOUT ANY Professional Help whatsoever ?!?! I don't think so, but My Abusive EXBF seems to believe it's possible.He's convinced...
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Where to Begin ???? Hmmmm... Well, I guess I'll start off with the Basics.I'm SINGLE AGAIN. WHY ???? The Decision was Mine. I had to finally Face the Facts that Things between Myself, and My BF were...
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Wish LIFE was MUCH Simpler.... Especially Wish LOVE was MUCH Simpler !
Posted by: hopefulromantic67Just recently an ' Old Flame ', I guess You could call Him contacted Me Online, and said that He would LOVE to Talk to Me again. He asked Me for My Phone Number, and I didn't see ANY Reason I... -
It's so Grey outside it's like Nighttime even though it's almost 10 AM in the Morning right now. I hate Days like this. I hate them not only because they're so dismal, and depressing, but also...
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How Childish is it argue about Whether, OR NOT You Should Re-Do the Ice Cube Trays whenever You go into the Freezer to get ICE !!!!!?!?! It's such a SMALL THING, but my Current Boyfriend made it seem...
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I realize that for Some People this may not seem like such a " Big Deal ", but for Me it's " Something Big " - like I said in My Title for this Entry.The Reason for that is simply this... I've ...
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