hopefulromantic67
Status: My apt. maintenance replaced my ac unit Monday afternoon ! YAY !
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I'm not sure where to start. First of all, My Knees have been so BAD over the Last Couple of Months, that I can barely get around in My Apartment without dealing with EXTREME PAIN ! It's an Awful...
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I'm done trying to hold onto a Fairy Tale. I give up ! I'm not going to continue to torture Myself like that anymore ! I thought so strongly - for so long - that the " Guy " I mentioned in my Last...
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I Believed in Him... I Believed His Words.. Was I so Wrong to Believe ?
Posted by: hopefulromantic67I don't understand it. I've known this Guy for Years now. Granted We haven't met in Person Yet, but still I thought what We shared seemed Real enough. Was I so Wrong to assume that what I shared... -
I don't understand it. I've been Apart from Him now for OVER 6 Months, and still the Things He does or says, still get to Me. I know it doesn't make any sense. I know He's not worth the Time, or...
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I don't know how else to describe it except to say that I feel " Haunted " by Memories of My Ex-Boyfriend. I don't get WHY this is happening since He was an Abuser, and so the Relationship was...
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The Beginning of this New Year wasn't too Good for Me at First. To begin just a couple of Days after January 1st, I caught a Very Bad Cold somehow. I don't know how really since it's not like I go...
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What the Heck is the Point of it ALL ???? What I mean is WHY is it that Fate Plays such CRUEL Games with Our Lives ? At least with Mine it seems this Way. Every Single Time I THINK that I've...
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Logic tells Me that I " SHOULD BE " happy, and celebrating right now. BUT instead I feel sort of Numb. At least I thankfully haven't Cried since Yesterday - ( The Day He Left ). I was afraid that...
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Tomorrow it's " OVER " yet Again... WHY am I Not Happy about it ???!?!?!?
Posted by: hopefulromantic67I've been down this Road before, many times actually. So You would think that I'd be Familiar with it enough to NOT feel This Heart Broken over Him Leaving Me AGAIN. Especially considering the FACT... -
Where do I Begin ? Well... I Finally somehow got the Courage up to tell Him that We're " OVER ". It took Me a Long while to get up the Guts to have a " Break-Up " Talk with Him, especially since I...
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It won't be Long Now until I'm FINALLY FREE AGAIN ! YAY !!!!NOVEMBER 3RD is when He's Leaving ! YAY !!!! It's going to be SO GREAT to NOT have Someone around telling Me CONSTANTLY ... WHAT TO DO......
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Lately He's been doing His Very Best to Play very twisted " Mind Games " with Me. What I mean by this is that he's trying to Confuse Me, and make Me falter in My Decision to have Him Leave. With...
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Last Night I had " thought " at first was going to be a Peaceful Night, but I had No Idea of what was going to happen when I least expected it... as it turned out. It took Me somewhere around 40 - 50...
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Looks Like I'm Getting What I Want... But Why does it Still Hurt So Much ?
Posted by: hopefulromantic67Well, this past Thursday Night I finally made it " Crystal Clear " to Him that I'm NOT Happy with Him Here, and that I feel that it would be Best for Both of Us for Him to Leave. The thing was it... -

How Can He Still Talk to Me As IF WE have a FUTURE Together, When He's the WAY He IS ?!?!?!
Posted by: hopefulromantic67I don't understand Him at all ! But then, I suppose How Can You Understand an Abusive Type of Person when You simply DON'T Think like HE does ?! But.....HOW on EARTH can He Talk of " OUR FUTURE...
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