radrm
Status: "God, Grant me Serenity"
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- It has been 3 1/2 weeks now and at times I'm doing ok at other times not so great. Today while driving to the doctors i thought about him and the thought came into my head that he will try to text me soon. I felt that adrenalyn pump for a second...
- Ok when I first came on this website I kept trying to figure out what stbx meant! LOL if you want a good laugh here it is. .... I thought it meant stupid bitch ex!!! lol, hope i made somone laugh! Later I asked someone what it stood for and found...
- Its so controlling.. I feel it for no reason except that my doctor took me off medication so I'm flying solo now. I started tapering off like she said and now i'm off it but I feel anxiety throughout the day and night. I could not go to sleep last...
- When I think about who cares about me the list is very short. Due to an abusive situation with my ex I lost my friends and family was never really there in the first place. I am even not paying my cell phone bill because my cell phone is a waste of...
- I have been broke up for 3 weeks now and I am healing but I feel like my life has a great empty space in it that can't be filled. I know I really need to make friends and have a life but its easier said than done. I don't miss the ex but i do miss...
- I hate the crowds and it took me all day so far just to get my shower out of the way and now its already 2:15 and i need to get grocery's but I have too much anxiety. I am trying some camomile tea to see if it helps me move out that door but so far...
- I keep sitting here thinking about my ex boyfriend today is the two week mark. I know it's early and time heals and all that but I keep having these thoughts about him and keep wanting to check twitter where his 15 year old daughter posts everything...
- He is supposed to be here at 1 to get his stuff from my house. I have anxiety because of the fact that I do not know what to expect. Is he going to try and take things he shouldn't? Is he going to mumble under his breath or drag it out. Is he...
- Ok my boyfriend and I broke up last monday and I did something that I don't feel good about but I didn't know what else to do. We have an agreement that when he lives here (we have broken up 100 times) so I say when, anyhow he pays the utilities and...
- It has only been one day and today occasionally I keep finding myself looking at my cell phone because I am missing certian things from the relationship I just ended. I miss that text message i always got around 10am asking how am I and whats for...
- This is a cycle I keep trying to break by using communication but no matter how i say it or weather I am calm or not nothing seems to change or work. I can not get understanding or affrimation from my Boyfriend who I will refer to as BF from now on....
- My boyfriend has been emotionally abusive since the beginning and I know that but I still keep taking him back. Part of his emotional abuse that has happened like a hundred times is if he is upset (angry) at me he leaves, won't talk for sometimes a...
- I am thinking about all the relationships I have been in and the only healthy one I think I have ever had is the one between my son and I. Why is that? What is healthy? How do you find healthy people as friends and companions? I want my bf and I to...
- When i try to express my feelings it is like talking to a wall. Even if he asks me a question I get no response. He gets angry every time I justify why I feel a certain way. For instance i found out from his 5 year old grandson that his X-wife has a...
- I took him back and I end up in the same place as before but much quicker this time. It's like a cycle. Honeymoon period, distancing begins little by little, then not available as he was in the honeymoon period by not answering text, phone calls, or...