radrm
Status: "God, Grant me Serenity"
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- I got an email from him this morning. His 3rd attempt at contacting me. First time he came here and acted like he was here to talk to my roommate, 2nd time was a text just saying "I keep thinking about you", and now the email said nothing just "God...
- I think about my abusive ex (mostly emotional abuse - a few times physical) I just get angry and think of more bad memories. I wonder is this a good thing that may keep me from repeating the past or is it a bad thing meaning when he tries to contact...
- I did not respond though. He texted me at 1:30am saying "I keep thinking about you." I did not see it until I got up this morning for work. I had the urge to say something back like "You made your choice" "You have the compulsive need to play family...
- https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/rehabtime?source=feed_text&story_id=814967841915851copy and paste this in your browser this guy says it all. I love his talks.
- Man, today I decided to call my sister who I have not talked to in a year or so. She never calls me so today I decided to call her and boy what a big mistake that was. She acted glad to hear from me at first. I asked her how she's been. She asked me...
- Over and over again everything I see and hear reminds me of something that happened with my ex. Usually bad memories. It is recent since he left (Thanksgiving) and I keep opening my mouth when the thoughts come in. I would like to shut my mind off...
- He left on Thanksgiving day to go to his ex wifes Thanksgiiving dinner party - her sister was in town his kids were there and he wanted to be there But I told him many times if you are going to do that do not come back to me because I will not be...
- My ex left. Before he left I told him make sure you take all your stuff because your not coming back - (so I can stop contact with him). He asked one of the guys who lives in my house to get his cigarettes (he has about 7 packs I think in his...
- I did it again , like an idiot I took him back after he left me before Thanksgiving and l feel like he only wants to be with me when its not a holiday, birthday, or he doesn't have something to do at the ex wife house using the kids as an excuse. He...
- So today I got a slap in the face, maybe for Mothers Day. He didn't mean to hurt my feelings but my son turned 18 in March and he is growing up. Well I got him to open his own bank account and made him a file for all of his own records in an empty...
- I am beginning no contact again. I had let him talk to me many times since he was waiting for me around the corner last time I did no contact. After New Years sometime was when I was on my way to work and there he was in his car. Told me "Look at me...
- Is insecurty one of the results of emotional abuse? Because I felt insecure all the time with my abuser. The stonewalling, withdrawing, abandoning, and silent treatment left me out in the cold alone so much of the time. He constantly withdrew once...
- I am wondering do I have to go to meetings to work the 12 steps or can this be done on my own? I sort of don't understand it all yet and I found two meetings they are sort of far from me - 30 minute drive and I hope they are active ones. Mon and...
- Of all the things I texted to him when he stonewalled me last time and withdrew, and silent treatment after I told him the things I don't like that he did to me. How he left me spent the holidays with his ex wife & kids.Contacted after the holidays...
- I think I am codependent because of abuse and abandonment as a child. Also all my adult intimate relationships have also been abusive. I think I am codependent and could use some help getting help. I got CODA handbooks and am trying to do step one...