butterfly000

Well I texted Paulette, with horrible spelling asking if we were really friends... and I saw that she read the text so again with horrible texting I said I have my answer... She then texted that...

Well I texted matt and still nothing and its getting late... so I am going to guess I wont hear from him... so will see if I hear from him tomorrow... still going to take the car, and I will go to...

Well last night I stayed at a friends, she went away for the weekend so I am watching the house and pets. It was good, nice and quite... maybe too quite at times... But I settled into sleep however...

Well I have taken a break from this site.. it seems that reading the posts from the SI site was bringing me down.. I have to space it... But I have been better... more good days then bad days... Some...

So I was really excited about a job I got for coaching gymnastics, still really am!  Only last night when I told my mom about the job her boyfriend was there, and they are both over weight and so am...

Well... I feel really alone right now... My so called soul sister seems to be way too busy to talk... and to me its like she does not want to make the time... if she did she would... but instead I am...

Today was really hard.. I wanted to be happy but it felt impossible... No matter what I did that I normally would love made me feel anything but numb... I wanted to bad to check to see if I would...

Well last night I went to help out at a boxing event. It was nice to be able to help people that where very thankful you where there to help and make the event go that much better. I had lots of fun...

I feel horrible today, didnt sleep much last night... By much I mean I didnt sleep until this morning at 9am... and it was not even a long nap.. lasted 30mins... I feel like I didnt even need sleep.I...

Had a really rough day.. Started seeing my new physiologist today. It was hard to talk about things and to open up just a little... I had to just give an over view of my life and what happened...

I still get ups and downs but I am feeling much better then before. I feel happy and more myself. I have goals that I am looking forward to and people in my life that are keeping me up and have rid...

Well I have made a lot of changes in my life. A lot of them being really hard, and some being really easy. I wanted to clear out the people that cause drama in my life, and the people that really...

Well I made it through one of my bad days in April now there is one left and I am finding it hard to stop thinking about it... I just dont know what I really want to do... I have a couple plans with...

Yesterday was a hard day for me, there are a lot of memories that are very painful that come up on this day. So Instead of being alone my friend asked for me to go visit her as she just got back from...

Well this month my family is doing two events one was my god childs bday which was on Sat and going to that I didnt really want to as of my family and the stress of it all.. but I wanted to see him...