feeling happier
Well last night I went to help out at a boxing event. It was nice to be able to help people that where very thankful you where there to help and make the event go that much better. I had lots of fun also and got to meet some of the retired older boxer that were one of the many greats or fought one of the greats back in the day. Also watch some of the new fighters show off their skills. It was nice. I am a boxer as well but with a different club but still it was nice to know what goes on around and just how the night gets pulled off with very few people that help.... So I am glad I choose to go do something even though I was not in the best of mood. Felt very angry but really didnt have a real reason to be.
During the event I had an old friend start texting me hurtful things and I stopped reading the tests as really I was too busy for any of that crap. I then was talking with the coach who I a long time ago was his fighter and told him why my phone keeps going off and he just told me a fighter is alone a lot with their own thoughts, we train as a team but even your team can beat you. So help them but always have your guard up never put your hands down. Once you do thats when they strike and will knock you straight to the ground.
At first I just agreed kinda rude if you dont, after all as a fighter you have to trust everything they say. So after a while, I started thinking about what he said. And really thats true in life we are alone sure we have support and friends and family. But it always seems that we are alone at the times we need them the most. So we have to make our own choices and do things for yourself as no one else will. And people that you think are your best friend and you have great times they can strike back at anytime if you let your guard down. True friends in life wont and if you keep your hands up then you have the chance to stop fake people from knocking you down and keeping your true friends on your team but always watching.
This is really true for my life, I have no family support they only want me around when they need something, but any second they get they will knock me down and are never there when I need them. I have also had friends like this only around when they need something... And never around when I need them and they where always making low blows and striking when I thought they were friends my guard was down... I am alone most of the time, and feel it all the time, and really I have to make my own choices and take care of myself no one is going to for me. So I like that he said that, its not back of a saying. :)
After I left, I texted my ex friend back and told her to stop and let her fight more, and I just kept being the better person and really she was getting more upset and I just really didnt care. She will never be in my life again, she has been nothing but drama and draining me and knocking me down every chance she gets, she talks craps about me all the time and then I hear it from the people she tells. So really its like wow....
So after a while I just stopped texting and she kept bitching and I could care less I didnt let her bring me down or make my day suck. I started talking to my good friend who texted me before but I didnt have time to text her back and then I had all that drama from the other person. We talked and made plans and joked around. It was nice, Both of us where in good moods and it was far better then when one of us is in a dark place and the other is really happy.. as you drag the person down and thats really no fun. But things are going good.
I feel far happier then what I have been in a long time, and things are going well. I still have by bad days or my not so great moments, but over all I am having better day with more oks and alrights and a few goods and a couple greats, which is amazing for me as normally they where all horrible days. Hoping this lasts and things keep going the way they are!
During the event I had an old friend start texting me hurtful things and I stopped reading the tests as really I was too busy for any of that crap. I then was talking with the coach who I a long time ago was his fighter and told him why my phone keeps going off and he just told me a fighter is alone a lot with their own thoughts, we train as a team but even your team can beat you. So help them but always have your guard up never put your hands down. Once you do thats when they strike and will knock you straight to the ground.
At first I just agreed kinda rude if you dont, after all as a fighter you have to trust everything they say. So after a while, I started thinking about what he said. And really thats true in life we are alone sure we have support and friends and family. But it always seems that we are alone at the times we need them the most. So we have to make our own choices and do things for yourself as no one else will. And people that you think are your best friend and you have great times they can strike back at anytime if you let your guard down. True friends in life wont and if you keep your hands up then you have the chance to stop fake people from knocking you down and keeping your true friends on your team but always watching.
This is really true for my life, I have no family support they only want me around when they need something, but any second they get they will knock me down and are never there when I need them. I have also had friends like this only around when they need something... And never around when I need them and they where always making low blows and striking when I thought they were friends my guard was down... I am alone most of the time, and feel it all the time, and really I have to make my own choices and take care of myself no one is going to for me. So I like that he said that, its not back of a saying. :)
After I left, I texted my ex friend back and told her to stop and let her fight more, and I just kept being the better person and really she was getting more upset and I just really didnt care. She will never be in my life again, she has been nothing but drama and draining me and knocking me down every chance she gets, she talks craps about me all the time and then I hear it from the people she tells. So really its like wow....
So after a while I just stopped texting and she kept bitching and I could care less I didnt let her bring me down or make my day suck. I started talking to my good friend who texted me before but I didnt have time to text her back and then I had all that drama from the other person. We talked and made plans and joked around. It was nice, Both of us where in good moods and it was far better then when one of us is in a dark place and the other is really happy.. as you drag the person down and thats really no fun. But things are going good.
I feel far happier then what I have been in a long time, and things are going well. I still have by bad days or my not so great moments, but over all I am having better day with more oks and alrights and a few goods and a couple greats, which is amazing for me as normally they where all horrible days. Hoping this lasts and things keep going the way they are!
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