Well I texted matt and still nothing and its getting late... so I am going to guess I wont hear from him... so will see if I hear from him tomorrow... still going to take the car, and I will go to the gym as well... and go from there...
Marlene is mad over how I responded to her text saying that she was going to the funeral.. she is taking this so personal... and maybe shay is a huge person to blame... but really... it was not planned that she was going to attend... and she does not have the time.. she should be studying...but she will be complaining that she didnt have enough time later... but really I dont care... fuck man... I dont like the person whos boyfriend died... my family member died and she did nothing... and she said nothing... and they both didnt act like it was a big deal so fuck it.. I dont care and am not going to act like I care karma is a bitch and its not over yet! so oh well...
whatever... not like it matters...
just shows me that really she does not care about me... and thats fine... it is what it is.. and that is bad for her.. not me...
oh well... stupid stuff and really I am sure that if she didnt need me she would have started a fight over it and we would not be friends again.. but she does need me.,.. so she is not going to hurt that...
Well better get to bed, have to get up early to get mom to work so I can have the car to go workout... and I guess to go look to see if my medication is in... and then go from there....