Well I texted Paulette, with horrible spelling asking if we were really friends... and I saw that she read the text so again with horrible texting I said I have my answer... She then texted that either I am drunk or I am stonned and she will talk to me when I am sober.... I texted still keeping up the act stonned really..
What the fuck... really I have never told her I smoke pot... and its like really why would you even say that.. just answer the question and tell them to sleep it off... thats what friends do... people that are not... well they text what she did...
So today as much as I want to text her... I am pissed about last night... and I have my answer... I am not friends with her... she does not care... I have been nothing but a way to keep track of me while RCMP does their investigation... yah I am done... I changed her name in my phone to ms breau so teacher... and I am going to have to look for someone to be Radar's new god parents for when something goes wrong they can find him a good home, and also for vet advice if I am not around...
sigh... oh well... still feel like sending back the eagle feather that she gave me... prob should given that should really go to someone that she cares about... and be put to rest with her when she dies...
Shay asked Marlene about my facebook saying party tonight.. and Marlene said shay wants to know where the party is... So I told her... and then we talked about scott... I went and got high, and came back to her place and well that was good.....even with the wake ups I felt like I slept way better then normal...
working on my course, and will start readying soon.. cleaned up my facebook... and its better then before... I tried to go workout today.. but I went to go into the crossfit gym... and well it was locked... and when i asked the girl told me that I am not allowed as no one is in there... so I was like okay and she told me I could wait for Lisa to come back and if she says its okay then I can and I looked at the time and it was going to be 45 mins... she told me to warm up and see.. but I looked into the gym area and it was a huge turn off... so I went and grabbed my stuff and left...
I have no interest in working out in a normal gym... It was a struggle to get to the gym to do crossfit today.. but I knew it has been a couple days and I need to get in... So it is what it is... I understand her thought about people could get hurt... but if I had a year she would be okay with it... well that does not help me... And I am sure that Lisa would say yes... but really... I could not wait... and I was not in the mood for a normal gym... so I just left and called it