sigh

So I was really excited about a job I got for coaching gymnastics, still really am!  Only last night when I told my mom about the job her boyfriend was there, and they are both over weight and so am I but my stepdad was saying I am the fattest one yet I weigh way less then them all, and he was saying I cant do gymnastics bc I am too fat, and I could not coach bc I am too fat. So now I am at the point where I dont want to eat anything so I will lose weight but I know that is not healthy or right, but I really want to... then he will shut up about me being fat. He is the one who is really the fattest weight wise and size wise... but he claims he is the smallest of everyone in the house.. and it makes me see myself as far bigger then him... I am feeling so down even though I dont think I should be feeling this way.. Like who cares what he says or thinks, but it still hurts to hear, and makes me question if I am or not, but I asked a few friends that would tell me straight up and they say overweight yes, but not fat. overweight being could lose 30 lbs and be skinny everywhere like the clean cut muscle look. sigh happy still but now I am thinking I am too fat...