lately ive been gettin mad for no damn reason:(amanda wants me back.idk what i want.i love her.i do.but we fight alot.tooo much.i dont know.i love her baby so much.ughh i hate decisions my mom is a weirdo she loves me one day hates me the next idk somtimes i feel like i only have 2 real friends and one of them is from online i start school thurseday which sucks im so not ready.:( ugh well im donebyeejessy