i got school tomorrow:(ima quit using methim trying to keep myself happy and stuff but it takes timei came up with a whole list of positive things in my life and it really has helped me:)i  want to do this  for me so i can be happy.thats what i really want.i've been thinking about my future lately and i have really been thinking about the medical field.but im not sure though.today was an very exhausting day.i might go to rehab.either in a week for 2 weeks or in june for 8 monthsidk whats going to happen.latley i've been missing my mom.i want to go see her but i think she's still mad at me:(whatever thoughwell im just rambling now so i better go lolbyealways lovejessy<3