EmeliaK
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- I am SO angry and very overwhelmed!! After several attacks and a downward spiral, I started talking to my school counselor about everything. Since I was 18 years old, she called in a female detective and with my approval I talked with the detective....
- I have been really depressed and very overwhelmed lately. I can't stand anything. My friends who are amazing, can't even bring my spirits up anymore. I am having a really hard time with my job. I cut my hours big time, but even still when I do have...
- over this past year someone who we will call kate came into my life for her job. She has now become one of the most important people in my life. She has always listened to me and is here when I need her. Last summer she offered me a place in her...
- For a while now I have been talking with a female detective in the area. Over time we have become friends and when I would talk with her it would be as friends- seeking support and advice. She proved to be the most reliable, trustworthy, caring...
- Lately I have been feeling really hopeless. It seems like its always one thing after another. A month ago, all I wanted to do was enroll back into college my freshman year. Now I am and I hate it. I feel like I'm losing interest in everything. My...
- A few years back I was introduced to a female detective who took on my case. I never gave enough information to build an investigation. Once I turned 18 I started talking with her again because I knew I was able to choose to press charges or not. We...
- I lie over and over and over again. When my friends who I have been best friends with since elementary ask me about how I keep getting bruises or cuts, I quick come up with something to say. Just a few days ago, my sweatshirt slipped down a little...
- I was first raped my freshman year of high school. The first person who I ever really talked about it with was my dean at the school who has really helped me. When it came to "who" attacked me, I lied about the details of him and never gave a name....
- I have only been to two therapist. The first one I went to for two months, and my problems and feelings only seemed to drag on. The 2nd therapist I only went to twice. After each session I'd feel worse then what I did going into it. I hated talking...
- I have known my attcker for about 5 years now. He has assualted me numerous times but still I dont know much about him. He told me what I can call him and has never said his last name. I know he lives around my side of town but I'm not sure where....
- I am really struggling with this. I was raped again just recently. Every time I yelled no, cried and begged. I still cant talk about all the details and this time has really hit me hard and I dont know what to do. When he last attacked me, I said...
- I am attending my first year of college and I plan to major in psychology and minor in adminstration. My goal is to someday open a center which would be a clinic too. At this center, cancer patients can recieve chemo therapy and other treatments for...
- I have been raped 8 times in the past 4 years, 6 of the times have happened within the past 3 months, and the last attack just a week and a half ago. Each time they get worse, more violent and de-grading. The last attack however was the one that...
- I just dont get it! Every day seems to get harder and every step forward I take seems to send me two steps back. Im so angry!! I hate the guy who attacked me! I hate the fact that he went ahead and did as he pleased without even thinking of me, not...
- My favorite uncle passed away from bone cancer 5 years ago. In april of 2004 he was diagnosed with esphogaus cancer. After surgery and a few tests, he was cancer free in june of 2004. Around January 2005, he wasnt feeling well and always had a pain...