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- from as young as 3 or 4 I would watch porn videos with my dad often, when my mum wasnt home. I just thought it was normal for everyone to be having sex so at about the age of 6 or 7 I started to have sex with other boys around my age, and I hate to...
- Feeling a bit better today. Feeling numb, not horrible so that’s something. Feeling ashamed about how I vent here, I’m sorry. Now how do I get to feeling good and happy?
- have just relapsed into depression and anxiety after doing really well for a few years on current meds. Feeling really alone. Dont have anyone to talk to. Im mad a God and even stopped praying for over a week...Im so ashamed that Ive shut him out,...
- Had been doing really well for last few years. Meds keeping me on top of things......but now I just feel like everything is crashing around me. I feel like im ready to explode.. I think the major cause of this relapse is my 3 year old son. He is out...
- I am so lost right now and ready for God to just come and take me...I dont know what to do...I grew up in a christian home, so know all about God and everything...as a teenager I stopped going to church and started again 10 years ago when my husband...
- I just want to forget it all and stop it intruding my thoughts daily. The memories invade my thoughts all the time and make me really depressed and feel like I have no purpose in life.How can I leave it behind and move on...any advice would be...
- I keep burning my hand over and over again in the one spot....I cant stop, have to do it at least every second day not give it any time to heel.I Iike doing it,like what it looks like and dont want it to heel, BUT somewhere in my head is this...
- I dont know my purpose in life, dont feel like I belong, life just seems a waste of time to me...Im here to look after my kids and keep the house clean and thats about all I am any use for. I dont enjoy life, dont enjoy doing anything, and I really...
- am feeling really weird right now..I have just read my post from a few days ago and what I went on with and dont know how I got to that stage....am kind of feeling worn out and numb....not good or bad, just numb...no feeling at all.....just a body...
- I feel like this is my last attempt to reach out for help..I am just hurting so bad...he wants me dead (evil inside me) and I cant stop believing that he is right and that the pain will never end unless my life is over....meds not helping...dr not...
- I feel like this is my last attempt to reach out for help..I am just hurting so bad...he wants me dead (evil inside me) and I cant stop believing that he is right and that the pain will never end unless my life is over....meds not helping...dr not...
- well what can I say...I feek like Im forced to do this...Im scared...I want to live but am f orced to feel horrible and believe that the best thing for me is to die....but I dont want to...but I want all this pain to end...been talking about it for...
- I just cant seem to get it right....I feel really depressed so I take anti depressants to feel well again....then when Im starting to feel well, I dont want to because it feels so different to what Im used to, so I start to self injure to feel pain...
- I feel horrible.....major depression has now set in and its starting to get back to the level where I feel comfortable, bad I know but its hard to explain.was meant to start Avanza 30mg last month, on top of the rest of my meds, but never did start...
- My depression and psychosis are getting worse and all my pdoc seems to want to do is add another med all the time..... Im on pristiq 200mg, seoquel 350mg, Abilify 5mg, and now he wants to add Avanza 30mg....but dont know if I should start it or...