Ok, to start with...NEVER, NEVER apologize about "taking up" our time. We are here for each other. That is the reason for this, and other groups.

About feeling better... first, stop apologizing.

Just an idea..,the more you look for God, the more you will find Him. In the little things at first. A sunrise, a sunset, the love you can get only from your children. You know, little things.

I don't know if you will ever be happy until you quit blaming yourself for things in your life. Especially for the roll You put on God. He wants to love and comfort you...not have you upset with Him all day long. Let's talk!

Sweet Jules ,

"GOD work ALL things together for good to those that love GOD."
In God's perfect timing things will improve .
I have a habit of apologizing to and Mary tried to shake that off of me .
Praying for your peace .
Father, I pray for Jules who is carrying a heavy load ... Your Word says an anxious heart weighs a person down and this is how I think she might feel When she feels upset and beside herself, calm her down and comfort her with the assurance of Your love & peace . Help her not be overwhelmed by anxious thoughts.
In the name of Jesus ,Amen

Thank you for sharing. I agree with MaryTurk. You have nothing to apologize for to anybody. Your voice is important as you are important. That same important voice praises The Lord, and The Lord marks it as important. We are the children of God, and Our Father never forsakes His children. He will never forsake you. Happiness can be perspective, that is in knowing what truly to be happy for happiness. A person can be miserable in paradise, if that person is miserable. It is working on ourselves to embrace the happiness around us, and shut out the misery. That doesn't mean ignoring those in need that might be suffering, but to not let misery take over our lives. You are in my prayers. Happiness can start with peace. I pray that this was of any help. Thank you and God Bless. Amen to brite7's prayer.

Yeah, B. And, it took a while. I never gave up on you. I have learned much from Jesus's action. Don't give up on anyone.

And, now Jules, we will work with you. One thing you will learn from me is that God doesn't give up on us,

Deuteronomy 31:8 New Living Translation (NLT)
8 Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you; he will neither fail you nor abandon you.”

Thanks , Mary ,You are a true friend. & blessing