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I feel like this is my last attempt to reach out for help..I am just hurting so bad...he wants me dead (evil inside me) and I cant stop believing that he is right and that the pain will never end unless my life is over....meds not helping...dr not helping...family and friends dont know how much I hurt and I just cant bring myself to tell them...dont want to make them upset or feel useless cause they cant help....if I just end it all then I know friends and family will hurt for a while but they will eventually get over it and be able to move on with their lives never to be bothered by me again...I am just totally worn out and cant see it getting any better in the future....this is what he wants and I guess he is going to get his way...and I cant wait till he just pushes me a little further and go all the way...then im gone...pain is over just like that..........BUT.....now a bit from me if I can manage it ,if he will let me have my say.............I want to live, I want to be happy, I want him gone, I want to enjoy my life, my kids and husband..............WHY ME... no one deserves this torment...GO AWAY
Please don't harm yourself, you can overcome this. You are a christian and you do not have evil in you, keep telling yourself how much Jesus loves you-you-you. Jesus can help you find the right doctor and the right medicine to help with this. God bless you and I am praying for healing.
Jesus is saying to you: Peace I leave you, my peace I give unto you, not as the world gives but as I give to you.
Do not let your heart be troubled and do not let your heart be afraid, I will never leave you or forsake you.
I say this prayer many times and it helps me and I know this prayer will also help you,
But we have A loving Heavenly Father whodesires to take care of you .Go to him he is right there with you right now. cry out to hiim.He will answer you, he will pick you up and whisper his Love to you.He will keep inperfect peace the one whose mind ison him.
Do go to get help, there are Doctors out there who do care. Sometimes you have to scream to get heard.
I plead the Blood of Jesusover you that a mighty band of Angelssurround you and protect you.
Father give your child the needed peace and clairity that is so desired,and silencethe voice that whispers such lies in the name of Jesus.Amen
But we have A loving Heavenly Father whodesires to take care of you .Go to him he is right there with you right now. cry out to hiim.He will answer you, he will pick you up and whisper his Love to you.He will keep inperfect peace the one whose mind ison him.
Do go to get help, there are Doctors out there who do care. Sometimes you have to scream to get heard.
I plead the Blood of Jesusover you that a mighty band of Angelssurround you and protect you.
Father give your child the needed peace and clairity that is so desired,and silencethe voice that whispers such lies in the name of Jesus.Amen
I do agree you need to go to the ER, and get therapy. There are some deep seated reasons for this kind of suicidal depression. My advice is to take a Bible, and go to the ER. While you are waiting, read some of the Psalms. This is the one God gave me last night. I felt I was in a black pit, and I found out, so did King David.
Psalm 40:2 " He brought me up from a desolate pit,
out of the muddy clay,
and set my feet on a rock,
making my steps secure."
Take it as a promise - God will take you out of that pit and he will put you on solid rock. Just do not give up!
Prayer for Overcoming Life's Hardships
O Lord, we call upon You in our time of sorrow,
That You give us the strength and will to bear our heavy
burdens, until we can again feel the warmth and love of
Your divine compassion. Be mindful of us and have mercy
on us while we struggle to comprehend life's hardships.
Keep us ever in Your watch, til we can walk again with
light hearts and renewed spirits.
Read more: http://www.prayers-for-special-help.com/Prayer-for-Strength.html#ixzz1quJrjQ3b
Last week I lost my job and it sent me into a downward spiral. What helped me was a friend telling me I needed a plan of action one that did not include self harm. It's not important that I think what that plan may contain but rather a general idea of what may be on that plan such as prayer and meditation every day.
I know from personal experience dealing with mental health issues is difficult. As for me I have relied on my faith to see me through with the help of professionals and psychiatric drugs. This is just my experience.
I will be praying for you and for your psych as well so that he / she can make the best choices for your well being.
I do have one thing I want to ask you (and please please don't think I'm being mean I'm not I have been where you are too) you say he wants you dead but I want you to know Jesus wants you to have Life and peace of mind he wants you to have joy in your life he love's you so much and know's your pain, He wants to help you over come and become strong you can do it just keep on seeking the Lord but please don't give in to the lie that it would be better for you to be gone it's a lie from the pit of hell your loved .
Sometime's it's so hard to see the light when the darkness seems to be hanging over us that's when we need to dig in and seek the Lord and push back the feelings that it would be better to be gone, the Lord has plans for each of us and he wants more then anything to help us overcome we just need to be able to understand how to let him do his work, he can't do it if we don't let him in and for me it took a long time to understnd that and it was hard but when I did the healing began.
I'm praying for you this come's from my heart .