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- I have a history of violent, verbally abusive relationships, with one being the most formative in my early to mid 20's. When we finally broke up (it's been a year and a half) I was left with a lot of emotional scars, self- doubt, and questioning...
- I have been having sex with the same guy for about two months. Generally we do it in the dark/ dim lighting. He's seen me naked in the light MAYBE once. I am very self- conscious over my body and feel fat in front of people (stem's from my mother's...
- I'm 25 years old and so scared I'll never be married and wind up alone. It invades my thoughts every day, and I get so depressed. A year ago I broke up with a long term boyfriend who I thought I would marry (he was extremely emotionally abusive)....
- I was introduced to this guy through my best friend, and hooked up with him the same night. Neither I or him thought it would go further than a one night stand- I had low expectations.The following day he said he wanted to see me, and when I...
- So I've started seeing this guy I met through a social dating app (but we somehow are very closely linked through a friend). He reminds me a lot of my ex boyfriend in many attractive ways, but also, in bad ways.For our first date I took him to a...
- Gosh I am still coming to terms with all of this. Some days I am better, feeling confident, other days I am devastated, heartbroken, lost, and feeling guilt. Today is one of those. I feel like, five months ago, I lost the love of my life. I had...
- It's been a while since I've posted, and I'm going to try to make this as concise without deconstructing the whole year of our commited relationship, and six other years of on and off. I ended what I think, and am trying to convince myself, was an...
- Bad night tonight. I am surrounded by toxic people in this city I've grown up in and I've lived in. I feel alone. I want to call him and talk to him, I miss him so much. I don't have good friends, they say they hate him and I know they do, but they...
- For the past six years, I have been friendly with and sexually involved with someone who I believe to be a narcissist. It was just this past year that we developed feelings for each other and began dating. Having known him since I was 17, I always...
- Things have finally ended between us. We are over and done. I never thought this day would come, and from my past posts you all know how much I tolerated and stuck with in all these months. The actual breakup was horrible. It was sparked by the fact...
- Well, I saw him yesterday for the first time since he started his job on Monday. we met in the middle of the city, and I got this huge sense of anger and annoyance walking up to him because he looked so cocky and full of himself when he was walking...
- I have hit a wall of depression today. My boyfriend started his new job and I haven't heard a thing from him all day (I'm assuming he is so busy), that doesn't bother me as much as the paralyzing fear that he is going to be meeting new, hot girls...
- I have a bit of a heavy situation weighing on my mind. My boyfriend just accepted a very demanding and powerful job at a firm in downtown DC, after being stuck at a stagnant job in the suburbs of Virginia (we both live in the city and I work in the...
- I can't get through to him. Some days he is in love with me, other days he's absent. When I ask why he says he's busy with work, and that his schedule has changed and it's giving me the impression he doesn't care while he still does. I am taking a...
- Hello all--My boyfriend and I have been dating 10 months. In those 10 months I have never established a level of comfort in which I felt comfortable contacting him first or bearing my true feelings- I always felt as if I was being too emotional and...