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- I worry so much about what people I like think of me it makes me question my value. Does anyone else just wish that someone would except them with all their flaws so that they can grow as a human being, and live the life we were meant to live?
- So my dad is still in process of dying, with what I believe is excessive and unnecessary pain and suffering. Despite anything he did wrong, he tried to be a good person more than not, so yeah, just reinforces my belief that if there is a God, he's...
- My father is dying. I don't know how I feel about it. There's so much anger that I never expressed, because it would hurt him too much. I was constantly mentally abused with "Christianity", he was a "preacher " and was always trying to present...
- I'm so down, I had an alright holiday I guess, me and my parents, who are aging, my dad has hospice coming in, but hospice may cancel because he seems to be getting better. My mom has been depressed, she's his caregiver. I don't know exactly...
- I've noticed a pattern from single men, since I was a teen. Why do they all suddenly get interested in females, or at least me this time of year? There are 3 men right now doing weird stuff, that only makes sense if they trying to get me to...
- So I've been triggered into depression. My mom came over and started talking about plans for when my dad passes away. I verbally expressed my opinion and even tho I know what happens when someone expresses an opinion (the other person...
- My father is sick, they have Hospice coming in, he is stable right now, but I know the day is coming when he won't be. My mom is co dependent??? And has some sickness of her own. My daughter is due to have a baby this month, and just got...
- I'm feeling really sick, Kidneys are hurting, very sore, I've thrown up twice, I've almost passed out, I have temp. My mom was trying to call but I felt so bad I didn't answer the phone, so My mom just barged in my house, she was trying to be...
- I'm tired of how she treats me. She and her boyfriend visit my parents 2 houses down from me, but he has NEVER been inside my home. She will text and say she's coming over once every 3 months but never shows up. I'm just done, I know helpful...
- I'm tired of the plays for attention. I was in a horrible situation at my old job. It was so toxic I'm suffering with what I believe is PTSD. Once I found something much better, my mom would make one negative comment after another. When it...
- My dad's health is really bad. When he starts running a fever he refuses to follow doctors instructions to immediately get medical attention. This would prevent him from having to go into the hospital. So EVERY TIME he has a cold, he ends...
- I hate the noises, social noises people make. talking about nothings, laughing when nothing is funny, just nervous sounds made for the sake of validating they exist. I like meaningful conversations, real and true laughter, true and sincere...
- So I am about to leave some of the lowest, and most toxic human beings I have ever had to call colleagues in my entire work life. We are down to 6. There is one really horrible human being who is a supervisor there. The sort who is truly evil...
- Ok, yes we all have our own forms of weirdness. Let me share some info about a situation and just hear your opinion. I am Buddhist. I have ONE Buddha statue, at home and 2 small ones in my office. My supervisor who has often been a complete...
- I can't understand why the smallest little things seem so exhausting? where has all my energy gone too? where is my motivation? I feel like I just want to/ NEED TO lay in bed or on the couch for weeks doing nothing in order to get past what...