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  Posted: 01/15/2021

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Very vulnerable.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: whatswrong19

  Posted: 01/15/2021

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Very vulnerable.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: whatswrong19

  Posted: 01/15/2021

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Very vulnerable.

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  Very vulnerable

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  Last Reply: Anna1212 01/18/2021

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  I worry so much about what people I like think of me it makes me question my value. Does anyone else just wish that someone would except them with all their flaws so that they can grow as a human being, and live the life we were meant to live?

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 01/15/2021

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion very lonely.

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  Still dying but not dead

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  Last Reply: Andromeda8 12/29/2020

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  So my dad is still in process of dying, with what I believe is excessive and unnecessary pain and suffering.  Despite anything he did wrong, he tried to be a good person more than not, so yeah, just reinforces my belief that if there is a God, he's pretty much an asshole. Sorry if I hurt someone s feelings,  but I'm just real, that's what I am, and not in  much of a mood to apologize for it today.  Where is balance, pssshhh, doesn't exist. I guess my sadness is more like anger, that grows,...

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: whatswrong19

  Posted: 12/28/2020

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Illusions.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 12/19/2020

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Illusions.

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  Illusions

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  Last Reply: whatswrong19 12/28/2020

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  My father is dying.  I don't know how I feel about it.  There's so much anger that I never expressed, because it would hurt him too much.  I was constantly mentally abused with "Christianity", he was a "preacher " and was always trying to present as perfect, and he was an angry man.  He shouted his anger in church at a world that treated him poorly, and expected me to give him my soul, not God, him, and my mother was the same way.  I used to care, but I feel myself becoming numb and...

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 11/30/2020

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion I’m really depressed.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 11/29/2020

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion I’m really depressed.

• Depression
  

  I’m really depressed

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  Last Reply: Prycejosh1987 12/04/2020

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  I'm so down,  I had an alright holiday I guess, me and my parents, who are aging, my dad has hospice coming in, but hospice may cancel because he seems to be getting better. My mom has been depressed, she's his caregiver.  I don't know exactly what it is, she says it's his health, but her version of his health seems to be more a reflection of her mood than any changes in his health.  My daughter and I decorated their home for Christmas to try to bring them a feeling of connection, and some...

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: whatswrong19

  Posted: 10/28/2020

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Why do men get weird this time of year.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 10/28/2020

  whatswrong19 commented on the discussion Why do men get weird this time of year.

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  Why do men get weird this time of year

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  Last Reply: HarleyD 10/31/2020

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  I've noticed a pattern from single men, since I was a teen.  Why do they all suddenly get interested in females, or at least me this time of year?  There are 3 men right now doing weird stuff, that only makes sense if they trying to get me to notice them.  I get really annoyed.  But maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me