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- I'm having an alright day today, I hope everyone else is, I've tacked feeling paranoid people are talking about me, by entering the room and staying there long enough so that they realize it's not going to be easy to do so, or just to assure...
- for the whole trying to quit smoking thing, that day I was struggling so badly, I bought a pack, smoked a few, threw in the attic, next day went up to the attic, got out two, and only smoked two. Yesterday I just took the pack out of the attic,...
- Ok, I've posted here a few times about trying so hard to not smoke, I got the Chantix, but it messed up my sleep cycle so bad I can't take it, It took me a week after I stopped taking it to get back to a regular sleeping cycle. But I have...
- is the wait, you've put your applications in, or your resumes, you have it from other sources that they are hiring, but the phone does not ring, so you wait, you keep putting up with bullshit from your current employer cause you don't have a choice,...
- I got my anti depressants yesterday, and I dont know if that has anything to do with my mental state, but I am feeling better inside, even though not much has improved around me, I feel like I have the inner strength to deal with it. I thank ALL...
- I'm in a very dark place right now. I appreciate all of you who encouraged me yesterday, and will prob be some to encourage me today. I feel like I can't lift any part of me, I'm just taking it one minute at a time right now. Biggest goals for...
- I'm feeling pretty hopeless today. Like it would be better to die than to keep going this way. I'm so tired of being a social worker for child protection services. I've applied to other places last week, but what slung me back into the dark muck...
- working for someone else is not at all pleasant. working as a social worker is about the worst thing you can do as far as a job concerned. yet it's what I'm stuck with. I'm feeling really down about my current position in life, really unhappy,...
- well I made this whole Brussel Sprout pasta thingy I've been eating for lunch all week, and it's been making me "vaporous" so today I drank peppermint tea with it, and will let you know how that went.
- I don't normally argue with people, and especially not clients. But I have gotten into two knock down drag out arguements this week, and that's not my norm. I'm just not in the mood to play games with people who are trying to avoid me, and...
- ok, so I got pretty aggressive on the phone with a known liar and mr supervisor said I scare her when I get mad.
- I joined the quit smoking support group, but when I looked at the latest post it was from 21 days ago so I will post here too for support. So here is the situation. I had quit smoking for many years, but when I took a new job (better job) a...
- I'm out of medication, and was waiting until I had time to pick it up, cause I work so much, I don't always take the time to go get my medication, and Damned I can feel it. I feel like everyone is frowning at me, disrespecting me, talking about me...
- So I was recently rejected for reasons unknown by a very old friend on Facebook, I accidentally made another one upset cause I started ignoring her posts, they were annoying, but I was not trying to hurt her feelings, and today I find out that my...
- so back when I was 17, I made the best friends I thought I ever had, and we were really tight for 3 years. We did wild and crazy things that young people tend to do, and I guess one of those 2 friends is embarressed about it, or thinks I kicked...