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- The thing that bugs me so much is how happy he was before this. Small things would make his day. Like just spending a few hours with us eating out or shopping or doing anything together. He was never one of those selfish people or was he a...
- I am new to this group, so I wanted to post my situation and reason for joining and welcome any advice I can get. I am not a fulltime caretaker at this point. Right now my parents are doing everything for themselves. However I am the only child,...
- well now I find out that my mom who says she has stage 4 osteoporosis is not taking any medication to reverse it, and according to what she said when she first learned about it, 2 years ago, that with medications it was still reversible. She's...
- Well I feel devestated about my dad, sometimes I'm okay and if I start to actually feel good it hits me, "remember dad's not going to here" and I feel like I'm never going to be happy again. It's like the only thing I'm allowed to enjoy in my mind...
- So my dad doesn't have many years left. he isn't bedridden yet, and so far he can do most activities at this point. But to know, to know that there isn't many more years left is horrible for me. It's like my life is NEVER going to have any joy in...
- Well I did not shit my pants at any point today. Yah, Thank you universeI only had to wait 15 minutes to get into my computer AT WORK this morning, Again THANK YOU GREAT WONDERFUL UNIVERSE, I found out that instead of getting insurance paid by...
- that's what my MOM is SAYING my dad has right now, and she is SAYING that his lung capacity is at 40%. then she started crying and said she couldn't talk now and got off the phone. Then she calls and for some reason my phone does not ring, and I...
- We will start with the fact that my mom has expected my daughter to spend all her time with her and my dad at their home, and away from me as much as she could. I took my daughter to the university where she will be living on Wed of last week,...
- and when that's where you are, you have no more pain to worry about when you fall. I hope I never get back up, then I won't have any where to fall again.Most of the stars you see are already dead, burned out. you see darkness really wins in the...
- I keep dropping shit, especially my keys, it's daily. I spill whatever I'm trying to drink, daily. I bang some part of my body on something DAILY, Maybe I should start recording it, plus my typing has started to suck, I make WAAY more mistakes...
- He's going to the dr today. he has always been one that would not go to the dr. He is getting out of breath easy and has a dry hacking cough that won't go away. His mother died of lung cancer, but she was a smoker, and he is not. He's one of...
- Sometimes I take too much cause I can't remember if I took one or not like 30 or 40 minutes later, my life is so busy I take it sorta like I breathing air, and just don't think about it, then boom 30 or 40 minutes later I can't remember if I took...
- I struggle a lot at times with paranoia, not all the time, not constant, but when it hits it can really take a hold on me. I can also laugh at myself once I realize what's happening, so I'm gonna share a moment I was having that, well I find...
- I think I would like that as a part time job, if it was in a really cool bar. Problem is I don't know how to make anything other than orange juice and vodka, or pre mixed margaritas and tequila. Any thoughts?
- why is it I seem to piss people off everywhere I go? Now my office mate is acting pissed at me. The only thing I can think of is A) he's just having a bad day, which is normal, but he has been acting pissed off for days now at me and gets up and...