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 I always used to love July, its the start of summer, the weather is usually nice, lots of BBQs and its my birthday. I wish I could just skip this stupid month now though. Its coming up to a year...

Well May has been one mad month. I've ran 2 10k races, completed the Liverpool Half Marathon and then on Saturday I did my skydive with 16 others all to raise money for Matt's charity. I've also...

God babe I miss you. Everything I do just reminds me off you and makes me miss you even more.I went to watch the Liverpool game with our Liam today, I miss watching the game with you, I miss going to...

It was Matt's birthday on Friday and I found it such a hard weekend. I really did struggle and felt about the lowest I have done the whole time. On Sunday I was having a look on my Instagram feed....

Happy Birthday babe. I remember texting you dead on midnight last year to wish my gorgeous boyfriend a good birthday so here's my one for you this year. I hope you have a lovely day up there and...

Well babe, running 10K looked almost impossible a few weeks ago but I'm definitely getting better at this running game, I ran 9km today in just under an hour...how did that happen lol? The 10k race...

I still miss you so much it hurts Matt. I honestly can't believe it'll be 6 months on Monday, I feel sick just thinking of it. At times it feels like 5 minutes ago I was tucked up in bed with you...

Well I signed up for this 10K race for you Matt, you know I never so much as ran for a bus lol. I massively under estimated how much harder it to run outside compared to running on a treadmill. I...

I was playing on Candy Crush before on my phone to pass some time. As I went onto the game it flashed up asking to send lives to my friends who'd been stuck for a while, You were top of that list....

Well babe, it seems to have taken forever but our skydive to raise money for the Crohns Charity for you is finally booked. When I asked if anyone else wanted to join me I didn't expect 16 others to...

Well its just over 24 hours til we can wave goodbye to this year. Since the day you left us all I've said is I can't wait for this horrible year to be over but now I'm scared of it being over. At...

They say its meant to get easier as time goes on but its just as hard now if not harder as it was the day you left me. I miss you so much babe, it really does hurt.I remember when I went to Ibiza for...

Saturday nights in used to be so much more fun with you babe. I miss it being freezing outside and snuggling up on the sofa with you, getting wrapped up in a blanket and watching X factor and playing...

I went out tonight with my best friend who I haven't seen in ages as she lives about 4 hours drive from me so we had a girly night out. I have been out a few times since Matt died, his memorial...

My boyfriends suddenly passed away 14 weeks ago on saturday. A cause of death was not established so he had to have a post mortem and the initial findings of that were inconclusive so further...