Silly little reminders

I was playing on Candy Crush before on my phone to pass some time. As I went onto the game it flashed up asking to send lives to my friends who'd been stuck for a while, You were top of that list. Its silly little things like that that get to me so much. I miss you texting me asking me to send you a life or ticket so you could start the next level. It used to make me chuckle so much.
I remember the time I'd been stuck on a level for weeks, I was telling you and you asked which one, I shown you and you were like give us a go then. You completed it first time!!! I was so annoyed. I'd been trying for weeks and you just did it like that. You laughed so much to see how frustrated I was, I'm still convinced you cheated somehow hehe. I miss you so much Matt, I miss absolutely everything, all the little things I didn't even think about when you where here that creep up and remind me you're gone. Its almost 6 months since you left me now, whoever said it gets easier with time was talking shit! I miss you more every day babe, its been way too long since I heard your voice and was snuggled up in your arms. We used to start getting twitched if we spent more than a few days apart. I just want you back, I just wish more than anything I could have a great big Matt hug right now

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NutritionMagician
NutritionMagician

I know what you mean. I had a linkedin account to network for my profession and a couple weeks after Alex died I got an email asking me to connect with him on there. I got so mad and just cried and cried and then deleted my account. It\'s so hard :(
rw18
rw18

Its crazy how much stuff can just pop up out the blue that makes it all hit home again. I mean I can\'t even play a game without being reminded of him, it really is so hard at times