DianneE

Today someone at work behaved in an inappropriate manner, behaved in a way that was not consistent with respecting their job or respecting me...  In the past, I might have let it slide, or blamed...

Thursday morning.....still hanging in there....each day that passes, I am closer to my goal of getting out of trouble with the IRS....made another payment this week....the end is in sight.....well,...

Monday, feeling good....went to a laundromat last night for the first time in years....my washer broke the same day my TV broke last week....they are conspiring against me...LOL....I won't fix either...

Friday....just feeling tired....one of my employees is on vacation and I'm working extra hard to pick up the slack....I'm on 11 straight days of work and have to work 10 more before I can take a day...

Wednesday.....day 57 GF....I'm looking forward to the 60 day milestone......I still think of gambling at least fleetingly every day.....today one of my employees decided to tell me all about her fun...

Saturday....day 53 of abstinence...had a busy day at work.....happy about that.....not feeling any big desire for gambling....really happy about that.  My boyfriend has wanted to move to Vegas for...

Thursday....another day of recovery....but Thursday used to be a real trigger day for me, as it was the day I thought the slots were loosest at a nearby casino....All day long, I used to eagerly...

I decided to take a day off today....yay....except I'm coming down with something and feel like crap so I guess I'll be doing a lot of just lying around today.....thinking about Balance.  Thanks to...

I've been eating sugar for the past two days...a LOT of sugar.  Valentine's Day candy is my EXCUSE.  I'm having to really think about what is behind my willingness to eat lots and lots of sugar;...

I got an email from my ex today, wishing me Happy Valentine's day.  He claims he's  been thinking of me  a lot, etc.....he's been trying to reestablish contact for a few weeks now....I felt angry,...

Early Tuesday am....another day GF....I had a dream last night that I was in a casino watching someone play a machine I wanted to play....they finally got up and I sat down, put in some cash.....but...

Saturday night.....it's been an emotional week.   First, the worry and waiting for the biopsy results, then the wonderful news....I have been riding high on the feeling that even facing the...

The big thing for me today is I got my biopsy results......drumroll please.........NEGATIVE!   YAY!!!!!!  I feel like I got a new lease on life.  Nothing like a cancer scare to make you see the...

Tuesday afternoon, working on my normal day off....the price I'm paying to stave off financial ruin!  I should be thankful I have the opportunity to even be able to work to TRY to make some extra...

Well, well. I went out to eat with my boyfriend last night...guess where....AT THE CASINO. I had a book in my purse and I sat and read it after he disappeared into the casino "for a little while". He...