DianneE
Status: NO WAY NO HOW NO EXCUSES NO GAMBLING
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Last night I had a dream that I slipped. I was at the casino, trying to put more money into a machine, searching through my purse, and knowing I would have to get up and go to the ATM. It was a...
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Today is my birthday.....I guess that makes me 103 LOL... I'm back again from Indiana....very glad I went. It was so worth it to be there for my friend and her kids! I've always told them they...
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I got a call last night from my best friend to tell me her husband had just died of a heart attack....we've been friends since I was 9 yrs old....and I've known her husband for nearly that long. I...
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Just wrote a long journal and lost it, yikes! (hate that when it happens!) Had a good time at Lake Tahoe.....it was beautiful until Saturday, when smoke from the (I suppose) Yosemite fires started...
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Tomorrow after work, I leave for Lake Tahoe....3 days of seminars, and at least a respite from the heat. As much as I have been jonesing to gamble lately, I'm oddly not that afraid of going. I...
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Thanks to everyone here who has shown me such caring, it just brings tears to my eyes.I feel like I have been held in loving arms and comforted by the beautiful people here.I am so incredibly...
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I got in to Indiana last night and drove 2 hrs straight to the hospital...I guess I wasn't clear in my journal yesterday...my bio mom lives in Indiana, so I flew in to see her...She was in a lot of...
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Sunday afternoon, I'm sitting at work, things have slowed down. Seems like I am still struggling with balance in my life. I work at one thing....like getting my house clean and organized....and...
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Last night went out for dinner and karaoke and had a great time. On the way home, about midnight, the thought ocurred to me that many Saturday nights, that is the time I would have been leaving...
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Sunday morning....and again....didn't gamble last night. It is amazing to me now how I go through an entire Sat. evening without even a thought of wanting to gamble. Saturdays were my biggest...
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Got back late last night....good to have completed this segment of my continuing ed. Didn't think about gambling once the whole trip! The reason I am down to the wire with getting my ce done....of...
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Tomorrow I am leaving to go do my continuing ed and will get a much needed change of pace....I am running around stressing and wanting to have my house in super shape before I go....but have decided...
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Wow....time has flown by since my last journal...I've been checking in every day and reading my friend's journals....but haven't spent time writing my own. Come the first of June, I will be 5 mos....
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My motto.....this is the motto that has gotten me through some tough challenges in the past. Now I need to rethink what I am currently doing in my life challenges today....I have goals...some of...
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Today am enjoying a really great day off. Got up this morning and drove up into the foothills of the Sierra and visited a place where we got to go in an old gold mine, and then learned how to pan...
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