DianneE

Last night went out for dinner and karaoke and had a great time.  On the way home, about midnight, the thought ocurred to me that many Saturday nights, that is the time I would have been leaving...

Sunday morning....and again....didn't gamble last night.  It is amazing to me now how I go through an entire Sat. evening without even a thought of wanting to gamble.  Saturdays were my biggest...

Got back late last night....good to have completed this segment of my continuing ed. Didn't think about gambling once the whole trip! The reason I am down to the wire with getting my ce done....of...

Tomorrow I am leaving to go do my continuing ed and will get a much needed change of pace....I am running around stressing and wanting to have my house in super shape before I go....but have decided...

Wow....time has flown by since my last journal...I've been checking in every day and reading my friend's journals....but haven't spent time writing my own. Come the first of June, I will be 5 mos....

My motto.....this is the motto that has gotten me through some tough challenges in the past.  Now I need to rethink what I am currently doing in my life challenges today....I have goals...some of...

Today am enjoying a really great day off.  Got up this morning and drove up into the foothills of the Sierra and visited a place where we got to go in an old gold mine, and then learned how to pan...

Feeling much better physically as the headache is pretty much gone!  Have been feeling depressed and isolated....as the "pink cloud" of my first few months of elation from being GF is seemingly...

Wow....it's been over a week since I last posted my journal....I had a very severe headache last weekend that is still persisting slightly today....Not sure what that is about....never before had a...

I just realized today is day 100 in my recovery....I don't know if that is supposed to be a milestone, but it is for me.....especially since I have no urges or thoughts desiring gambling today.....I...

Feeling good.....paid off one of my debts today...a big one.   The light at the end of the tunnel is getting a wee bit brigher.  Had a good night, chatted online a bit, watched "The Godfather"...

Last night, I made some plans for some mandatory seminars I have to attend.  Because of my gambling, I now have a limited time to take care of them, and the only one left for the time frame I...

Whew....another stressful day.....received a letter complaining about an employee....from someone who is probably a nut from the sounds of the letter.  This morning I got a wonderful commendation...

I am just amazed how happy I feel today- I feel like it's my b-day or something.... I bought myself a yoga matt, some exercise bands, and an exercise ball set I've been wanting as a little present...

It was a stressful week.....a sopoena server came in to me at work and tried to serve me with a sopoena for a $20,000 debt...it wasn't for me, it was someone with a similar name.  I had to show my...