Today was a good day. The whole weekend was very good. Didn't really do anything spectacular, but it was such a blessing compare to last weekend. No depression, or foolish thoughts about wheather I would be better off dead, or thinking that my life was finished, hell it's just begining. I had a good chat with Jenn tonight. She's a great person. Always says she loves me, calls me honey and baby. It feels so good to have those words said to you. I think that we all could do with being told we are loved. Went to the mall today and got jimmy some toys. one of his toys is another laser light. He went crazy as soon as he seen it. After just a short time he was panting. Good, he can use the exercise in here.  I'm still amazed about my freind, G.She passed her acceptance test so she can take college courses. Really inspires me to do the same. I've been thinking of that for years, but that's about as far as I got. She's been a real supper woman the past few months. Going to Calidfornia, Seattle, Canada, back to Pernsylvania. She just keeps giung.. I just know she's going to make it. Well, I'm tired and correcting to many mistakes here, so I