shawna

ok i went to work to talk to my boss ,about feeling in some hours for work as the schedule has been wrote  for the next two weeks  and i wanted her to ease me back into it as i have been off  for...

here it is sat .morn .i have the coffee perking and the dog just came back in  from  out doors -mmmm wonder why he hurried ?(lol) its very cold here 30 degrees -snowing yesterday but didnt lay but...

dear friends ,wanted to come on here and say thanks  to you all for  being  here for me as you all have beem ,wow its over welmelming to tell he truth when i think of it this  morn .things are...

oooooooooooooooo halloween how sad i was unbelievable sick on my day ------a migrane that only grew worse  it had been building  for  days -i had been trying over counter meds .to kill it even...

ok lets try ,i m soooooooooooooo sad the tears are so close and i need a friend ,i need someone  to care  and just to hold me and i cant get  my husband to understand i need to be held tonight ,i...

o oooo here it is friday i am still strong i know i am please god but i think i am not as good as i was -i feel the tears  darn it ,my husband said lay down ,rest he said i was  doing to much again...

the main thing i wanted to write was i feel so much like a person truly i did not know the way i was feeling before ,,,,when i wake up and i can see that my husband is not in there to to to me that i...

awwwwwwwwwww here we go a new morn .a little too early  but yellow friend the dr wont let me go back to work till the middle if nov.when i go back to to see him -no working -no driving -i know it...

i will try to write some more of my trip to the hosp .it was med .center .i was glad the keppra didnt work tho the day was a terriable bad  day ,the dr came in that eve and said he would like to ...

ok here it is mon .i feel so much better ,i went in the hosp .against my wishes last mon ,!!!!oct.15.  i did it for my husband as i knew we couldnt keep on this way annway we got there me mad and...

sz today ,maybe this e test at the hosp.will be what i need from a coupla times a year to two or three times a year to one every three months  to  two  the same day also absence szs ?)to sz now...

ok today os friday oct five i am going to make myself act alive from now on ,i hate bing stuck here at home ,i must find something a little productive ,no lisance ,no friends ,i have no energy that...

ok here i go the dr pulled my divers lisance ,i wasnt surprised -i wasnt in control and i knew  i wasnt i doing to well ,i had to call in work mon .and was off tue and wen called in and thursday had...

ok ,hope things will sort  back out with me -they seem to do so  after  a sz .i had a time with these partials -then  had a bad sz wenesday morn .i had to sleep so much of my day off and then...

feeling  bad today  ,not terriable ,no  big szs  in about 2 months i think its been but  this  complex  partial  activity  is  killing me ,am hanving  too many  odd  sensations at all ...